November 10, 2010

Nov 10, 2010

Happy 2 year Surgiversary to me! The time has gone by so quickly......like they say "Time flies when youre having fun!!" I never thought I would be in the place I am now. Food is still and will always be a struggle for me. I watch the scale fluctuate 2 pounds up and down weekly. I do have cravings, hunger pangs and mindless eating. The honeymoon is definitely over. I worry sometimes that my pouch is broken, but realize it is my head and not my pouch that is calling for Mexican food, chocolate and chips. I still cant eat a lot of sugar, but can eat more than I use to. I still sometimes feel out of control, especially around the Holidays. The only difference in me now and 2 years ago is that I realize my food addiction and do something about it. I don't give in to every little craving. I am not afraid to tell coworkers, "No thank you." when offered an overabundance of junk food. I am aware!! Excersize continues to be a struggle for me. I work full time, have 3 kids and a husband and am going to school in the evenings so when I do have free time I just want to vegetate.....or clean house. There is a lot of things that I dont know in life, but what I do know is I never want to be overweight again. I love being healthy, energetic and wearing a size 8 isnt bad either. I love clothes and shopping!! Some day I would love to have plastics to get rid of the reminders of my "fat" days. Excersize isnt going to do anything for baggy skin, no matter how many sit-ups, lunges and squats I do. My boobs look like deflated water balloons, but I think I am the only one that cares about that. My husband has been great! My family is so proud of my accomplishments!! Overall life is good!!

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