GBP Journal #5 PreOP

Jan 22, 2009

Well here i am sitting in my hotel room the night before my surgery.....When I was at the hospital today I had a little bit of a break down and cried during my appointment.  I am honestly not nervous about this surgery at all, I KNOW it is the right thing for me and for my body.....AND it makes me soooo angry that I cannot control my anxiety. 

I think that my mind and my body are not on the same track...my mind knows that this is absolutley right but my body is so used to being scared in these positions that it is automatic. 

I can't wait to have this done and start my new life and the New ME!!!

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01/23/2009
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Nov 09, 2008
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