It has been too long...had to regroup my thoughts.

Mar 01, 2011

Hey Everyone, it has been too long and I have had to stop and regroup my thoughts.  My father had cancer in stage four, congestive heart failure, and passed away back in October 21st, 2009. With me being an only child I stepped up and seen about my mom. What a shock it was to have to get all the funeral arrangements taken care of. More shocking was all the paperwork you have to go through when filing for insurances. Wow, never had to go through that before.
Mom is doing the best she can. She is very reluctant in doing anything. Her and dad were married 65 years so being alone was a step she has had to face. Reality hurts us so bad. But with God's help we have to take it one small step at a time.

My husband Wes has been in and out of the hospitals with his blood disease and his pancreus has been severely inflammed and his entire espohagus was in blisters and ulcers. He is having a hard time as well. Lord Jesus reach down and touch us, show us the right path to take, help us to make the right decisions, touch us and heal our bodies.

I have struggled a lot lately. I have gained 10 lbs and am so afraid I will start gaining my weight back. Today I am going to try and abide by the pouch rules again and change my behavior. I honestly had relaxed and taken up some old habits of drinking during and between meals..............so I have to regroup my behavior and take charge again.

If you have any words or wisdom for me please email me. I am open to your comments and what has worked for you that might help me as well. Life is so complicated at times. We have to keep doing the best we can and continue on........

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