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Still In Process...

About the way i was when I first started.. I know I'm not there at that weight... But it sure feels like it... My fear is the beginning process. I know I've been through this before, But the first time I really had NO FEAR!!!... This time... whewww.. Kinda scary.. But either way... It's goin down...

So, here I am again, trying to do it better the second time around... There are some things that I am going to do a little differently this time... Like buying a scale.. I didn't want to do a scale the first time because I didn't want to become dependant on it... But, I have learned alot about me over the last few years. And one thing is for certain... I have a "Out of site, out of mind" Thinking process... I have to hve the numbers in front of me!!!.. So, here we go...!!! Any Support will be very much taken!!!!

Just wanted to let everyone know that It has a year now and I am maintaining.. which is good because I have not been doing all that good.. But I am Learning that I cannot change the past. I have my starting point and I am moving from there... I am very happy...! Thank you Lord...

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Is this one for the People? Or is this one for the Lord?

When my world is coming down..... and I stumble to the ground.

I fall and make mistakes?.... Though I know, I do it anyway.

Do you say that I'm a fool.... when the best is not what I do?

Or will you be there in spite..... of my imitation of Life...

Well as most of you know, I spent the last week and a half in the hospital due to a bllod clot in my left knee and I hd gout in my other knee and ankle. Plus to top it off I had Siatica. ALL AT THE SAME TIME!!!! Whew, glad I got that out. So needless to say I was hurting pretty bad. The ambulance had to come and get me because I could not get out of the bed. When the picked me up the slid my over the foot rail and broke my #$%m bed. Sorry for that. Just keepin it true of how I felt. Anyway, I'm out not and fond out that I have now dropped from my previous weight of 418 to 394. So I have lost another 24lbs. So that makes me now at a total of  117 lbs. lost. I finally saw that my cloths were bigger today!!! I crazy. My family tells me that I look much younger and more like my father. They say he was a looker. So....You know..
Anywho this post has gone longer than I expected. You know me by now. I don't do much talking so... I will say this. I have learned a vauable lesson this past week. I have never considered my self a selfish person until I realized that I wanted something that I could not have. When you cannot have the thing you want. You really become more obsessed with ways of trying to get them. But sometime, just sometimes, we have to just take what we can get. It's better than nothing...... Let me be quiet...

I just went to the Docs office to go weight in just to see where I am. Even though my 1st adjustment is next week. And I could not believe what I saw. I have gone from 512 to 418!!!!! YES, I've lost 94 lbs. in only a month in a half. Now keep in mind that I had the Lap band... I just wanted to share that  with you. I told you I 'm not a great talker.  But let me end with this, There is a saying that I go by. "When people tell me that I'm blessed. I simply reply, I am more than blessed...................I'm Forgiven..

This is my first time posting a blog so I'm very new and i will keep it short I guess. My Surgery was on 08/09/2007 and I had the lapband. So far it has been cool. Except for the pain. I am now on blended food/ In fact, right now I'm eating blended chicken (not very fun, but worth it....I guess). Anywho, I started at 512 lbs. I am now at 441 lbs (I lost 45 lbs. three weeks before surgery). So my journey has started. I know that God is with me through all of this, So I'm not worried about straying off. (Faith has it's advatages). I just have to be prepared about the times that I will want to stray....

Hope I posted well.