I want food....

Apr 07, 2010

So I am now having the worst day ever! It started out good, but now it is crap. All I want to do is eat until I get myself sick so I can just fall asleep and hope for a better tomorrow! Things just arent going that well and for the first time since surgery I hate the way I look and feel. I shouldnt let the things bother me that are weighing me down but it is so hard not to. Right now for me not to go and grab some sodas and munchies to stuff my face with is really hard to do! I just dont understand things sometimes and I just cant help myself from getting angry. I hate it, I hate myself, and right now Im hating life! I just needed to vent and get my frustrations out because if not I think I would have gone off the deep end and give into all the temptations!!!!!!

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