kristine V.
opti fast - day eight
Jan 10, 2011
so today, i'm not really craving food. want to know what i am craving? a cigarette. i want more than anything to go to the little food spot by my house and buy myself a back of my djarum specials and smoke the whole box tonight. i won't do it, no. i want this surgery more than i want a cigarette but today has been one of those days. i've had this throbbing headache from hell since yesterday that just won't go away and my aunt decided today that she was going to be the queen bitch. she completely flipped out on me because her son had a mess in his room and somehow, this was my doing. so of course, she yelled at me, called me names, made me cry, blah blah blah and all i want is a cigarette to calm me down. that's all i want.i just want this stupid liquid diet to be over already. i am tired of being hungry constantly and i am looking forward to the day i can have SOUP. i can't wait for it, actually. at least i have tomorrow off. i swear, i'm going to catch up on so much sleep and then i'm going to go take advantage of this free trial at this gym by my house if, you know, i'm able to actually walk considering my head hurts so much that i almost started crying when i stood up and walked across my apartment complex.
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01/17/2011
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Feb 21, 2008
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