kristine V.
opti fast - day ten
Jan 12, 2011
it's kind of sad how i've been indulging what i'm learning is called "food porn." it's been ten days since i've had anything solid to eat other than sugar free jello and while i'm not too hungry, i want food so badly. i've been trying to avoid all mentions of food but it's difficult and as if that weren't enough, i've been browsing through wls recipe blogs and almost salivating at the pictures. i'm a big fast food lover, i'm not going to lie, and i hate a lot of veggies, particularly onions, but i'm starting to feel like after starving myself, i would be happy to eat something with onions slathered allll over it. since people say your tastes change after rny, i'm hoping mine do. i don't have a big issue with healthy food. for a long time, i've gotten used to eating whole wheat everything--bread, pasta, rice, etc. however, i'm such a brat when it comes to veggies. there aren't very many i can stand. here's to hoping i find some kind of love for cooking with onions and peppers.today i weighed myself again. i really need to stop because i don't even believe what the scale tells me anymore. yesterday it said 332lbs and today it told me 322lbs. i am done psyching myself out. i went to the gym this morning and i plan to go to the gym again tomorrow morning. on friday, when i go see my surgeon, i'll just make sure i don't eat or drink anything before my weigh in to ensure i'm light as a feather. here's to hoping that i lose my 17lbs by friday and if not, that my doctor will accept what i have lost, which i really doubt but i can dream, right?
i know i'm being completely and totally obsessive and that can't be helping things but i can't help it. it's been three years since i started seriously considering wls and i want it SO badly. i really don't know what i'll do if i don't lose the weight.
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01/17/2011
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Feb 21, 2008
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