FINALLY I HAVE A DATE....JANUARY 12, 2009

Oct 31, 2008

FINALLY I FOUND THE RIGHT SURGEON...6 HOURS AWAY BUT I WILL BE FINE WITH GOD ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE !


I have one more thing to do to finally get surgery date

Oct 28, 2008

I needed to get 5 more things for my surgeon...I have worked hard to get this done for him now there is one more thing to do a upper GI...which I will have done in the next two weeks...and my surgeon will review my file make sure all I's are dotted and all T's crossed and if everything looks ok I will get a phone call with surgery date.  Oh my, it looks like finally it will happen...I am so scared to change my mind...I have been feeling better but I know if I can get 100lbs off...I will feel so much better
I can do this, God is my ROCK !!!

LOOKS LIKE I SHOULD GET A SURGERY DATE SOON !!

Oct 13, 2008

working on getting a surgery date soon

Here is the latest...

Aug 16, 2008

I am going on Tuesday for the seminar with Dr. D Stewart on Tuesday August 19, 2008.  Seems like it will be like I am starting all over again but I know it will be worth the wait.  I feel so ready for this, and have to be brave.  Nothing comes easy so I feel this DS decision is going to be the best one for me.  It is time for me to do for me !

so confused ....still waiting

Jul 31, 2008

Here I am 48 yrs old Today.....and I am so confused still researching on the DS but am I ready for the committed only God knows

I am so scared....now I don't know which surgery would be best for me...

I am still waiting for the stress test results it has been two weeks, Isnt that terrible I keep calling and calling and no results yet....I am sure everything is ok they would have called with the bad news....but I need this to move forward and it is just making me more nervous and confused...God please guide me
Will I ever be able to lose weight....I just want to lose about 130lbs.....it has been jumping thru hoops and more hoops !   Will it be finally over for me ??


getting closer ...I can finally see the light

Jul 10, 2008

I think I found two surgeons in Texas that will perform the DS....I HOPE they don't try to change my mind...I just feel more comfortable with the DS.  OH please God no more hoops to jump I am getting tired and discouraged.  Dr Eric Wilson, Dr Stewart in Denton texas are accepting medicare but you know how that goes things can change anyday....but I do feel more comfortable and some excitment all I can do is my Best !! 
My mom has agreed to stay with me for 3 mos to make sure I follow the required diet....and not jump in my Honda Ridgeline for some fastfood

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