Struggles

Jul 21, 2013

 

I've been through a lot in the 4 years since my surgery. Not all of my battles with food demons have been successful. My lowest weight from my surgery was in the 260's. earlier this year at the doctor I weighed in at 340. I was only 25lbs under surgery day and 54lbs under my heaviest. Now I'm 317 and struggling.

I had a... Mental breakdown in April this year. I have PTSD from childhood trauma and have been working really hard on my mental health. I can't heal my body until I heal what makes me eat.    I have a blog about my mental health struggles   Chocolateorpoop . com    

So, I'm back here. This was a great support when I had my surgery. I'm going to try to be more mindful of my tool and listen to my pouch. Follow the rules. No drinking with meals. 

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About Me
Portland, OR
Location
58.3
BMI
RNY
Surgery
06/08/2009
Surgery Date
Feb 01, 2009
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