End of 1 chapter / beginning of another

Mar 20, 2009

I haven't written to update this in awhile and so much has happened!  I now wear 8's and 10's....never thought that would happen.  I have stamina and have been mixing walking and jogging.  I am getting a divorce and moving to tennessee.  I am scared to death, but know I will be all right.  I am still working on making myself believe that it wasn't me that was un-attractive...it was my husband's problem.  I think the self esteem issues will take awhile to heal.  Right now I am packing up my life into boxes.  It is very sad and I feel like the dream we had has been crushed.  What I am trying to concentrate on, is a new dream for myself.  I think it will be easier once I get out of the house and on with my move.  I love my friends on the light weight forum and sometimes they feel more like family than my own real family.  For one thing I am more in touch with them...than my own.  Ok...that's it for now.

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About Me
Kingsport, TN
Location
21.6
BMI
RNY
Surgery
05/08/2008
Surgery Date
Surgeon
Jan 23, 2008
Member Since

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Latest Blog 13
Time for an update
May 31rst. Thought I was done with the pain
All done.....surgery was the 8th
I'm going to Mexico!!!!!!!
Catching up....
Finally posting again
Ok it's official....I'm really approved
Waiting.....
Feeling positive

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