Down to a size 11 but not feeling small...

Dec 14, 2009

So I went to a Xmas party last Friday evening and the dress I wore is a size 11.  I was shocked as all get out that it fit.  I dont know why since Ive been wearing size 12 jeans for almost six months, its just that I am no longer in plus sizes.  Anyway, so I figured that when I saw the pics of myself I would look at myself and say DAMN you look good.  But the exact opposite occured.  I looked at myself and said I look FAT??????  Its my arms.  I hate them.  Always have.  And now its just worse.  There is a pic of my with my arms slightly behind me and if my arms werent so big you could see how small my waist line is.  I cannot wait to have my arms done, so that maybe my image of myself will improve slightly.  I mean I have belly skin too but that can be hidden, Im not pressed to wear a halter top or a bikini anytime soon.  That can wait, but these arms have to go NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  So pray for me yall that I can afford my surgery next month as I planned.  I am unemployed right now, hopefully employment will come soon and I can get this taken care of.  Thanks for listening OH FAM!!!!

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