vicki_vnc
January 20, 2008
Jan 20, 2008
I go in tomorrow for a checkup. This is my first since the surgery.. I have been on a liquid diet for almost 3 weeks now. I am beginning to get hungary. I have lost about 30 pounds.
Monday, Jan. 7, 2008 - Tomorrow is the day
Jan 07, 2008
Tomorrow is the big day. I am so nervous, I just want to get it over with. I have to be there at 6:00 In the morning. Don't know what to take or wear. I haven't had anything today but an advantage chocolate fudge shake and a protein water. I haven't had time to think about it. Just getting my lesson plans in order and instructions for the substitute. I have told the kids I will be out a few days for a minor surgery. I don't think I will be able to sleep tonight. Too nervous.
Sunday, January 6, 2008
Jan 06, 2008
It is only 2 days until surgery, really getting anxious now. I have to be back at work tomorrow ( been out on Chirstmas break). I will go back one day and then take off for my surgery, just enougn time to leave lesson plans for my substitute. My principal only knows that I am having some surgery done. Only the school secretary knows what type of surgery I am having done. I quess I feel like a failure for having the surgery to lose weight and not just being able to control my eating and diet. Eventually I will tell them, but right now is not the time. I wonder if anyone else feels ashamed of having to have wls.
december 31, 2007
Dec 31, 2007
- Today I sceduled my pre-op blood work. Tuesday is the big day. I am nervous and anxious at the same time. I read a very disturbing blog last nite but today chatted on line with others who have had wls and they were wonderful. They answered my questions and give me positive feedback. I will just be glad when tuesday is here and the surgery is done.
