GETTING SCARED

Jul 05, 2009

07/05/09
     WELL, I STILL HAVE THIS DANG HERNIA AND IT IS STARTING TO BOTHER ME SOME.  I HOPE I CAN WAIT UNTIL AUGUST FOR THE SURGERY AND THAT BRINGS UP A REALLY SCARY THOUGHT-PLASTICS.  I KNOW A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVE PAN NI CUT OFF, BUT THE DRAINS AND EVERYTHING SCARE ME.  IT CROSSES MY MIND THAT I MIGHT DIE ON THE TABLE.  YET, HERE I SIT WITH A TERRIBLE RASH FINALLY HEALING UNDER MY PANNI.  I KNOW I NEED TO GET THE PANNI AND HERNIA TAKEN CARE OF THE SAME TIME, YET IT IS SCARY. 
      SO FAR I HAVE LOST OVER 100 LBS SINCE MY PRESURGERY DIET AND HAVE ABOUT 22 MORE TO GO TO GET TO 155.  I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO GET DOWN TO 135 BUT I THINK AT MY AGE THAT IS NOT FEASIBLE. SO EVEN THOUGH DR. WARNOCK WANT ME TO GET TO 160, I WANT TO GET DOWN TO 155 AT LEAST.  I DON'T KNOW IF HE WILL BE ABLE TO PUT OFF THE SURGERY THAT LONG SINCE IT IS STARTING TO BOTHER ME. I AM ONLY LOSING 1 1/2-3 LBS A WEEK NOW AND I WEIGH 177.   ACCORDING TO DOCTOR WARNOCKS SCALES I WOULD WEIGH 180, HIS WEIGH 3 LBS MORE THAN MY DOCTOR THAT I WEIGH AT WEEKLY.

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amarillo, TX
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01/22/2009
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Nov 15, 2008
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