God closes one door but opens a window
Aug 03, 2008
What a roller coaster ride its been, the wieght lose has been very favorable, LAST SUMMER i GOT DOWN TO 132 i LOOKED LIKE CRELLA DELLA I had my friends and family frightened for me I was so obsessed I couldnt stop losing. I switched addictions, This wieght journey has ruined my marriage I found out bieng thin wasnt favorable with my personality my hubby couldnt handle my popularity at 300 pounds he was able to handle it I didnt change , inside but now I guess i'm desirable. I dont see it I still feel fat and ugly but I still love life , my attitude hasnt changed but everyone around me treats me differnlty this surgry has been a doubl;e edged sword at best. The grass may be greener but once you get there you still have to mow it. My only warning is watch what you wish for people. Be strong and confident and stay true to who you are .