Continuing my journey

Jun 26, 2009

On Monday June 29th 2009 I am having my first round of plastic surgery.  My doctor is Michael Kreidstein in Scarborough.
The hospital is Scarborough General.  This is the friday night before and i'm to excited to sleep.  I would be lieing if i said i wasn't worried but we all are before surgery right? .  I don't think anyone enjoys the thought of surgery but I am looking forward to the outcome.  I am having a tummy tuck with what they  call an anchor cut along with a breast lift.  The recovery i'm not afraid of because i have had surgeries before like C section, gallblader, two total knee replacements along with my gastric by pass and not afraid of the pain or the work to accomplish what i need to.  the doctor says some of the other surgeries i have had before were a lot more risky.  I am trying to keep myself in a good frame of mind after all there is a lot less of me this time.

I have lost 187 pounds now and gone from 327 pounds to between 140-143.  I never thought i would see this day.  Everyone tells me how skinny i am but when i look in the mirror i see FAT.  Of course i know its flabby skin but i want to see what other people see in me. In September if this has all healed well i am going back to have my arms done.

My only regret is that my mom didn't see me this way.  I have been heavy all my adult life and mom passed away 1995.
Come to think of it I don't think mom ever thought i was fat because she alway told me how beautiful i was . 



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