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 Well I went to the Dr today and I had to confess about all my sins.  I told him that I had a lot of excuses but the overall reason that I had not lost the weight was me.  I still told him all my excuses which were all true which ran the gamut from taking a tour of hospitals in the southeast to getting pneumonia to stabbing myself with a filet knife.  Not too mention falling threw the floor twice and injuring my knee.  So those are all of the excuses as to why I only lost 20LBS in a year.  But he said that I was not the only fat person that did not meet the weight loss requirement.  So that made me feel better.  But today I got to meet with the plastic surgeon so we made progress in that regard as to how we are going to proceed with the surgery.  they still seam hopeful and that makes me feel better.  I just have to get off my but and get serious.  The only thing that I have been doing good on is my grades, I have kept a 3.57 GPA so far but its all for nothing if I don't have this surgery so I need to look at this like a full time job so that I can go back to work and start with a new life, and leave this prison of a body.

      Well we survived Thanksgiving and ate to much, I know that's what I'm not supposed to do but hay its the holidays and I just had one plate even though I wanted more but I didn't so that's good I guess.  Not looking forward to the DR visit in a couple of days hes going to be mad at me but I deserve it cause i have been bad.  I don't know what I weigh so that's no good, I just hope he don't kick me off the program.  I don't think I am the first fat person to ever fail on losing weight or else there would be no fat people out there and he would be out of a job, so I guess that's the silver lining in that cloud.  Not much else to report I'm just thankful for my family and the friends that I do have and for face book because without it me and my wife would be insane. LOL well not much else just going to school and taking one foot in front of the other.  Hope all had a good holiday and hope some of you cheated on your diet so I am not the only one out there.  Well I will leave you now and talk to u another time.

See ya,

Wil

      Well nothing new going on here I'm supposed to go to the surgeon DEC 9th for my 6th month check up, but I haven't seen my local Dr so I have to start over.  I'm going to go and weigh at the first of the month so y'all pray I haven't gained to much.  Well not much else, just going to school and trying not to eat the house down.  That's about it nothing really going on.  I don't even want to guess about thanksgiving, whew that's going to throw that diet right out the window, I'm going to gain 20 just on that day. LOL well hope every one is doing OK and is losing weight and if your not well I understand believe u me.

talk to y'all latter,

wil

      Yes I know what everyone is going to say but I have been bad.  I havent lost any weight and its my fault I can blame it on school or finaces or injury to my knee but the truth is I just didn't do the right things that need to be done.  I had 6 months to lose the weight and I looked up and october was on me and I havent been keeping up with my local DR visits like I should.  We are required to see the DR every month for 6 months and I havent been weighing and since I haven't been weighing their was really no reason to go.  So I have to get off my butt and go I just dont want to, kinda scared a little bit cause I think Im going to go backwards a little.  I see the Surgen in Dec so I have a little time to lose some cause hes going to kill me but with my knee some better I think I will try to get weighed her shortly.  Thanks for all the support and info Ive been getting from yall and I really appricate it.

Thanks,
wil

I found a surgeon and his name is Dr Richards and he is going to work on me IF and that is IF I lose some weight first.   So I have 6 months to lose some weight so y'all be thinking about me.  Thanks for all the encouragement

need help finding a surgeon that will work on someone that has a bmi of 94.  and also is on Medicaid please let me know.  thank, wil