Celeste B.
Hello OH, my name is Celeste Wills, I am 35 years old have 6 children and 4 grandchildren. I have been with my husband for 12 glorious years and still climbing. He is the air I breathe..I love you baby.
Okay here we go, when I was in high school my weight was pretty normal 14/16 size. Even after I had my first child I went right back to the same size. Then, my 2 nd child is when the weight came on. I was almost 300lbs and in the 3rd trimester had to be on the fetal heart monitor 3 times a week. Then, after my 2nd pregnancy I was pregnant again before my body could fully snap back. All three babies were born via C-section, so as you know that skin does bounce right back after being cut so many times.
So, after all of that, I have dieted, exercised, joined gyms deprived myself of food, starved myself, you name it, I have tried. Contemplated anorexia/bulemia, but relaized that I love myself WAY TO MUCH for that. Plus, I was too afraid...lol.
My goal is to get the surgery and start a new and improved life with my family. To be the wife and mother that my circle deserves. I have become so depressed and desgusted by the image looking at me in the mirror, and everytime I try to fix that image, my efforts backfire on me.
This is all I can muster up to write as of now...too depressing. I will write more later
I forgot to add my issues,
I have major migraines
joint pain in my knees (have a 2story home OUCH!!)
back pain
always tired
get out of breathe easily
Did I mention STRESS
Chronic fear of mirrors....BLAH
Peace
Celeste
