velvet W.
4*30*08
Apr 29, 2008
Well I will be going for my second fill here soon. Yeah me!!! I weighed myself this morning I weighed undressed at 234lbs But. clothed I weighed in at 237lbs. I just wish that I weighed less today for weigh in. I hope with this fill I will only be able to eat a cup since I have been struggling for the last two weeks with food. I just got back from the doctors. and I am down 12 lbs from my last fill.
they gave me 1cc in my band so hope that helps the hunger that I have till next fill. My scales are wrong got their and weighed 235.
Take Care,
Velvet
they gave me 1cc in my band so hope that helps the hunger that I have till next fill. My scales are wrong got their and weighed 235.
Take Care,
Velvet
4*28*08
Apr 28, 2008
What has happen? Over the weekend I have gained 3 lbs!!!! I dont know what happen.I dont know if its that time of the month since I have had hysto almost 4yrs ago. I have not been taking my hormone pills. I have just forgot plus I dont like taking meds. I just hope that it comes off before I go to get my fill on the 30th. This sucks if I may say. oh well I guess.I thought I was doing well but, then this morning.......
4/23/08
Apr 23, 2008
Well I have posted pic of myself I was kinda scared to do so.... Knowing I Hate haveing my pic taken but, I guess thats what hapens.
Take Care, Velvet
Take Care, Velvet
4.13.08
Apr 13, 2008
Ok, I know that I said I would write everyday. But, I have been busy I have 3 foster children right now. Plus our two so time is for sleeping and cleaning right now . The baby is asleep so, I wanted to jot down a few things. Noticed my hair is falling out it is more than daily shed. I have been following my protein and taking my vitiams. Well if anyone knows anything please let me know I am lost.....
Thanks and Take Care,
Velvet
Thanks and Take Care,
Velvet
4*10*08
Apr 09, 2008
Hello everyone!
First, thank you for the words of encouragement on my last blog. I think that you guys are right!
I hope to blog more often here I think that it may help. So, i got on the scale today to find out that I have gained a pound back that was a OMG! But, I wont let the scale get me down. I just hope that it will come back off.... This journey already has been a new experince in the fact of finding myself in the weight less me I hope that makes since. I have never had many people look at me and say. Wow ! You look good untill now. Not that I am complaining but, just dont alway know how to take it. I am a person that dont like to be known I guess maybe that what happens when you are fat. I have lost a few friends since my surgery and losing weight. Now I have no clothes and that is hard considering I have tons of clothes that I dont fit into anymore. I dont realy want to go shopping just to go and rebuy again.... I hope to find true friends that care about me instead of comparing me or judgeing me for my choice of WLS. I do believe they think that this it is an easy fix. Fact is it is not! It is hard to make good choices and to be motivated to get on the treadmill nightly or everyother night.
I am glad that I have my husband and boys and a sister that support me in my journey. I know that I can be bossy and a Bi*** at times but I know that they will be true and just give it to me like it is. I am gratefull to have that honesty here in my life. Those who dont understand the my journey I am sad for them because even though I may change on the outside I am still who I was. Just oneday with more confindence!
First, thank you for the words of encouragement on my last blog. I think that you guys are right!
I hope to blog more often here I think that it may help. So, i got on the scale today to find out that I have gained a pound back that was a OMG! But, I wont let the scale get me down. I just hope that it will come back off.... This journey already has been a new experince in the fact of finding myself in the weight less me I hope that makes since. I have never had many people look at me and say. Wow ! You look good untill now. Not that I am complaining but, just dont alway know how to take it. I am a person that dont like to be known I guess maybe that what happens when you are fat. I have lost a few friends since my surgery and losing weight. Now I have no clothes and that is hard considering I have tons of clothes that I dont fit into anymore. I dont realy want to go shopping just to go and rebuy again.... I hope to find true friends that care about me instead of comparing me or judgeing me for my choice of WLS. I do believe they think that this it is an easy fix. Fact is it is not! It is hard to make good choices and to be motivated to get on the treadmill nightly or everyother night.
I am glad that I have my husband and boys and a sister that support me in my journey. I know that I can be bossy and a Bi*** at times but I know that they will be true and just give it to me like it is. I am gratefull to have that honesty here in my life. Those who dont understand the my journey I am sad for them because even though I may change on the outside I am still who I was. Just oneday with more confindence!
4.9.08
Apr 09, 2008
I have wondered is it normal to see yourself as fat even though you loose weight? Maybe I am not normal!!!! But, this hit me like a ton of bricks. Last night I had you go and buy some Jeans, as I tried them on I realized I fit in size 16. I am not complaining in any means I dont know the last time I wore size 16. But I was looking at myself and I dont see any change I see myself as still huge, nasty ok FAT! Is this normal or am I just going crazy this truley scares me. I have worked very hard to drop the numbers on the scale to see myself this way. Do I have fat girl mind syndrome?? That I cant see past what was and what is?
4*02*08
Apr 02, 2008
Well I made my two week goal of loosing five pounds. So, that is a total of 27 pounds as of today!!! Got my first fill of 4cc today........ cant wait to see more changes in my journey. started off in a size 22 now a size 18 WOW!!! So many changes, I am so happy. This is the best choice that I have made in my life...... Go lapband GO!!! Yeah for ME!!!!
Take Care everyone!!!!!
Take Care everyone!!!!!
3.26.08
Mar 25, 2008
Well it has been a month since my surgery! Yeah one down and many more to go. I am always asked do I regret doing WLS No! I am excited I am happy with my choice. I hope when I get my first fill It will melt off better though.
well I am up to a mile now and every other day. It has been kinda hard though due to a death in the family on my husband side. He died from a massive heart attack at the young age of 55. I worry that my husband will be granted this luck also, since his dad and grandfather died this way. I am hoping that talking to him about the band he will be band also. His BMI is not 40 but, is over 35 he is on blood pressure pills. I just dont want to loose my best friend to a heart attack. I know that each of us have to be mentally ready for the choice that we make and I hope that he will not choose to do nothing because live is to short the way it is.....
Take Care everyone!
Bye
well I am up to a mile now and every other day. It has been kinda hard though due to a death in the family on my husband side. He died from a massive heart attack at the young age of 55. I worry that my husband will be granted this luck also, since his dad and grandfather died this way. I am hoping that talking to him about the band he will be band also. His BMI is not 40 but, is over 35 he is on blood pressure pills. I just dont want to loose my best friend to a heart attack. I know that each of us have to be mentally ready for the choice that we make and I hope that he will not choose to do nothing because live is to short the way it is.....
Take Care everyone!
Bye
3*16*08
Mar 16, 2008
well it has been 4 days since I have posted. I have been walking every other day on the tread mill. I have been walking almost a mile my goal is to be up to a mile by this this Tue the 18th of March. I am hoping to lose the weight that I had posted earilier. well I have noticed that I am not eating as much as I was. I have been drinking my protien shake and working very hard to drink, drink, drink. been eating lots of tuna and chicken and little veggies.
I have weighed my self at home but I am scared to post due to my scale has a mind of its own at times and dont know whats true. well I am going to get ready for bed so good night all!
Take care,
velvet
I have weighed my self at home but I am scared to post due to my scale has a mind of its own at times and dont know whats true. well I am going to get ready for bed so good night all!
Take care,
velvet
3*12*08
Mar 12, 2008
GOAL for myself I want to lose 5lbs before I go get my first fill...
got my 1000 steps into day yeah!
got my 1000 steps into day yeah!
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Dillsboro, IN
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Surgery
02/26/2008
Surgery Date
Jul 26, 2007
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