2.12.08

Feb 11, 2008

Good morning!
Well I have started the diet this is the day..... I will be leaving soon to go to Jewish Hospital for pre-op stuff.
For the high sight I may be able to bring my girl home from the hospital she is doing much better but, she is not eating I dont know if she wont eat for them since I am the only one that feeds her of what! I just glad I did not lose her to parvo.
Well I will check in later on to log my day I hope that will help with any thoughts of cheating with food. Please pray for me so I can do this..
~velvet~
Ok I am back I have had a long day due to being at Jewish and the long drive their due to the weather.
I got back home and had to get my puppy yea! truley I am happy that she is home but, upset that she is not eating if she dont eat in 24 hrs I will have to take her back to the hospital and I am starting to realy worry that something is realy wrong. on top of it all the medifast food sux and i am hungery and I have a head ache. Dont get the chilli it is nasty!!! so i guess i will be hungery to night oh well, i guess i know how my puppy feels. I am sorry for bi!@#ing I know that this should be one of the happiest time i am just stressed out nothing is normal and since i am not smoking and now food is not a option i am realy angery and this is day one! I dont know if i am going to be able to do this.
today food
strawberry milkshake
sf jello
2 cup of coffee
1 bottle of c/l
chicken noodle
1 peanut buter bar
chilli
1 bottle c/l
c- pudding
so far that is it which ok sounds like a lot mybe it is but i think that i do what i do (eat) when i am stressed... heck i may do it when i am happy. i dont know! i just need to get it togetter... My doggy best start eating!!!! :)
~velvet~

2.10.08

Feb 10, 2008

hello everyone well I have one more day till I go on the medifast diet. It seem that my scale bounces up and down I really dont know the real weight. I was weighed at Dr.C office but I forgot to ask oh well I will find out later. I am getting more excited about the date of beibg on the losers bench..
I am very worried about making it though the 14 day diet. I will make it though. I go this Tuesday for blood work and everthing. My sister in law is going to go with me. I hope that it dont snow like it is suppose to. It is so cold it is un real. On top of it my dog is in the hospital I though I was going to lose her. But still dont know the out come of this but so far it looks better. I just hope everyone that reads this know that their dog is to have a booster each year for parvo. I did not know this so, so, far lots of money and it is well worth it for my girl daisey. I miss her so much!  have prayed and cried so much I have to give it to God and hope he just makes her better.. I will have faith!!!!
well gotta go take care everyone!
~velvet~

2/7/08

Feb 07, 2008

Had band class today was really educational class everyone that was their has to e- mail the NUT a sample of 2 puree meals and 2 soft diets and a grocery list. before surgery. she said that she would cancell our surgery date if we did not mail it to her..... So I have to think about that one then email it off I had my picture taken and weight taken fun, fun! Geee I pick up my medifast food and hope that I made the right choices on it I heard that it can be nasty..
Maybe not  I will just hope for the best...... start that on the 12th dear Lord Please get me though it ..... (smiles)........ well that was my day so far next week I have to go to jewish hospital for blood work etc... Also met a lady that is going to have surgery the same day  good luck to her also and everyone that is on the journey to a healthier life 
 

count down!

Jan 31, 2008

Hi everyone! 
Well I am excited and it seems that I cant stop thinking about the rebirth of  a healtier new me... Well I turned 35 on 1/25 and that was the date I set for myself to quit smoking so far so good. I cant say that I have not been temped to but I just put my patch on and do some breathing and so far so good!  So far si day clean yeah for me this is a hard habit to break I just hope that God gives me the strenght to do this. which I know he will he has given me this great gift called life and I know he want me to enjoy what he has given me.... So anyways I think that reality is finally setting in and I am kinda getting scared I think that it is that I dont like neddles and that whole thought scares me to death to be honest. I am also afraid that I will fail with the lapband. I also wonder if everyone has these thought or if it is just me.
I dont want to fail I was to be a sucess (sp)? I want to be proud of myself!

I guess on the 7th I will be getting my 14 day diet supply. I dont know what I am up againt on this I know that I can do it I just hope that I taste better then what I have read from others. If not I hope some one that reads this can give me some pointers on how they did this.....

On the 12th I go to Jewish hospital and have blood work done Yummy!! my fave....LOL .... NOT but, I know that I have to have this done. I have many thing to do here at home and dont know where to start gee...
I just hope that I get every thing done by surgery date that would be nice.
well the boys are in their rooms so I am going to go I want to start cleaning.... Bye everyone and take care! ~Velvet~

I gotta DAte

Jan 28, 2008

I have my surgery date! 2-26-08 at 12:30 P.M. out pt surgery. I cant say that I am scared at this time it feels like a dream and I am waiting to wake up.
I go in next  week for band class which I dont know what is going to happen
kinda fricky.

approved!

Jan 24, 2008

Today I recivied my letter of approval! I am so excited!!!!!!
Any tips or pointers for what I will be going though will be helpful..... Thank you for the support and prayers please still keep me in your prayers. I know that this is will be a bumpy road. But, well worth it in the long run....
Love to you all,
Velvet

today

Jan 22, 2008

hi all!
Still waiting for approval. But, I do have a question for anyone that can answer it. what does it mean by turn over first i was denied now its turned over but they are loking into it for paper work purposes.. kinda excited but yet scared that it will be turned down. well ill let you know tomorrow!

just to update everyone

Jan 03, 2008

I am sorry that I have not wrote back to many ppl. I am STILL waiting and honestly dont know anything. I do know this anthem is a joke it has been 5 mo.  and still nothing first dr office mistakes Now anthem cant keep their paper work togetter on tops of their lies now I am waiting for another I dont know how long mo. 
maybe God is telling me somthing I dont know.

10-3-07 OMG

Oct 03, 2007

   Well found out what happen The Dr. office charted that I am taller than what I am which lowered my BMI. So now I have to have a new weigh in and messurement of height and now a sleep study to back it all up.

    So I set up an appointment to talk with the sleep Dr. for next week they said that then I should be able to set up the sleep study the following week. I guess I will keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best....

Insurance Denial 10-2-07

Oct 02, 2007

an update.... 
Insurance denial

I am lost for words at this time so, I need to go.
Take Care everyone,


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