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Well still no word ....... Last week Dr. office sent it again ins. stated that they never reicved it ...... go figure..... So, now I just hope that it will be soon of knowing what is going on. It is pending as of today. so, I keep my fingers crossed. Just kinda upset with it all.....

Hi Everyone!
Well still no word so that is fine.... finally my part came in for my treadmill so I started to walk tonight almost made it awhole mile yeah!!! I hope to build my time up. Anyways nothing great is going on at this time I hope to find out something it will be 20 days on Monday since it has been in the insurance hands at least I think their hands .... Sandra I hope that you are doing well since your surgery. Please keep her in your thought and prayers for a speedy recovery... and again CONGRATES

Well still no word on insurance company. I guess no news is good news!I think if I will wait for surgery untill I come back from vacaction in November.So, that I dont have to worry about healing and if something would happen.
Unless some one could possiblly tell me how long it took for swelling to go down and how long it took to feel better........ Granted I know we are all diffrent just a base line would be good.

**************Messurments as of 9/1/07****************
 
Upper leg 29.5 inches
Waist 52 inches
Bust 44 inches
Lower leg 18 inches
Upper arm 16 inches
Lowwer are 11 1/2 inches 
weight at time 257 pounds

According to my scales

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Well ok, I now know that they fax off paper work on wenesday so, 
I may take a little longer to find out but, heck learning as I go..
 Might find out something next week  Dr, office said 7 to 10 days....
Well I have heard that the medifast is nasty and I hope that I can do this kinda worries me but, not to worried yet!
Going to take before pic soon so I have them........(note to myself)
 treadmill parts will be in next week...... start walking...... YEAH!!!!!!!

I think I need to start keeping date so that I remember the stages I went though To be come a looser..... Strange to say that I want to be a looser..
Whan all my life i fought not to be one. Just not the healthy one. 
Just strange.......
Well I guess I am learning to cope with the waiting game of  the insurance
company.
kinda wondering what I will look like when I become a looser I hope thats normal of wondering???? Told my sister I was going to steal her clothes
 she said that fine because I know that you will have new ones L.O.L
I tring to keep dreams real no huge expections to wear my mind out.......
I did finally pay off our wedding renewal for vacacation Thank goodness thats done.
kinda wanted to have this all none before we went but, heck if not I will still have fun!  drink, eat, be merry. sun and beaches and my fat but in a two piece yep that right I do have many two piece suits heck they dont know me and I do have a right to share the sun and the beach. I wont let my weight stop me their just not in my home town..... you know what I mean.....
My good friend is in the process of doing this also,  we might do this totally togetter I dont know.....I know that at times I worry about death  but not now life is to short and I have to many things to do.....  Just rambling on ......

Well I guess that the insurance company has the paper work. Now it all depends on them which scare me. I just hope for a smooth transition with them. I am sure that everything wll go well. Well I sit here and wonder what it will be like to be thinner than what I am. What goals I want to be able to do without setting myself up for failure. Here is some that would be nice to reach.

       ***************** goals****************

*I would like to wear a bra that dont roll up or hurt

* To be healthy once again

*So that my legs dont rub

*Beable to do what I did 16 yrs. ago (run, not be tired,ect...)

*feel good about myself no matter what I wear

*To have my children proud of me for what I do (knowing dreams can happen by working hard at it with help!) not failing!

*To weigh less than my husband

*To remember that my husband loved me when I was fat and stuck by me thought thick in thin in life!


Well gotta go wake boys up for school!

Good Morning!
Well it is Sunday and so far it has been a great weekend.
I am in high hopes that Monday I will know about my psy
e-val to say the least in am not paitent at all.

I know that this all takes time and since I have only started in July honestly it has gone fast. I thank God for that. 
I guess now when the e-val come back I will be on the mercy of the insurance company. Which I have no clue about and that it self drives me crazy .
If their is anyone out their that has Anthem PPO if you could give me some insight. That would be great!
Well I am going to go meet some friends and I hope to know something soon.
Everyone good luck!

I am so excited that it is scary. In August I will be having my medical clearance done and my pre-op psych evaluation.Then they will be sending the info to the insurance and then of corse the waiting game. But, I did call them they said that it can take up to 7 to 14 days so, I hope that its true.Honestly, I just hope shorter so, I can start reaching my goal. My wish is to be getting my lap-band in September so, I am healed up before we go on vacacation in the begaining of November.
But, I dont know I guess I will wait and see. Good Luck Everyone!