SEPTEMBER 29, 2009 "HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 ME!"

Sep 28, 2009

SEPTEMBER 29, 2009>>
HELLO FAMILY. I JUST WANTED 2 GIVE A SHOUT OUT 2 JESUS, THE ARTHOR & FINISHER OF MY FAITH! 2DAY IS MY 48TH BDAY & I DON'T FEEL A DAY OVA 30,BUT THATZ BCAUSE A MERRY HEART DOETH GOOD LIKE A MEDICINE! IT DOESN'T TAKE MUCH 4 ME 2 FEEL STRONG & HAPPY CUZ THE JOY OF THE LORD IS MY STRENGTH! GOD HAS RECONSTRUCTED MY LIFE & IT ALL STARTED JANUARY 26, 2006 DA DAY I GOT THE GASTRIC BYPASS SURGERY! HE HAS BEEN BETTA 2 ME THAN ME, MYSELF & I HAVE BEEN 2 ME! I LOVE THE LORD BCUZ HE 1ST LOVED ME & I THANK HIM 4 SAVING ME, LOVING ME & KEEPING ME.NO SITTING 'ROUND SINGING KUMBAYA 4 ME, I DON'T HAVTA ASK HIM 2 COME BY HERE BECAUSE HE IS WHERE I AM, HE GOES WHERE I GO, HE'S GREATER THAN "AMERICAN EXPRESS" SO I DON'T & I WON'T LEAVE HOME WITHOUT HIM! HE IS THE BLESSING POWDER IN MY LIFE & A SPRINKLE A DAY, HELPS DA devil AWAY! I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE DAY WILL HOLD 4 ME BUT I DO KNO WHO'S HOLDING THE DAY 4 ME! HE'S GOT THE WHOLE WORLD IN HIS HAND & NOTHING OR NO 1 CAN PLUCK ME OUT!  HE'S A GOOD GOD, HE'S A GREAT GOD & HE CAN DO N E THING BUT FAIL, HE CAN, HE WILL & HE HAS MOVED MANY MOUNTAINS OUT OF MY WAY & THERE R MANY MORE ABOUT 2 COME DOWN! I JUST WANTED 2 THANK HIM & GIVE UP SOME GRATITUDE BECAUSE I KNOWI'M NOT DESERVING OF ALL THE WONDERFUL THINGS HE HAS DONE 4 ME, BUT HIS GRACE IS SUFFICIENT 4 ME & HIS MERCY IS GRANTED UNTO MY "FRESH" BRAN NEW EVERY MORNING! CAN U TELL THAT I'M IN LOVE YET! YES I LOVE THE LORD BECAUSE HE 1ST LOVED ME & i WILL ALWAYS GIVE HIM HIS PROPS 4 2 REASONS....HE SAID "IF U DENIE ME B4 OTHERS, I WILL DENIE U B4 MY FATHER IN HEAVEN & ALSO HE SAID " IF I CHOOSE NOT 2 PRAISE HIM, SENT HIM SHOUT-OUTS, WORSHIP HIM...DA ROCKS WILL DO IT 4 ME! I DON'T KNOW 'BOUT U BUT I DON'T WANT NO ROCKS CRYIN OUT 4 ME WHAT I CAN SAY 4 MYSELF! MY LIFE IS CONSTANTLY EVOLVING, CHANGING 4 MY OWN SAKE & 4 BENIFIT OF OTHERS. I LIKE KING DAVID HAVE MASTERED THE ART OF "ENCOURAGEMENT" OF MYSELF & MORE IMPORTANTLY..."OTHERS". BCUZ EVERYTHING WE GO THROUGH IS 4 THE TESTAMENT TO & 4 OTHERS! I THANK HIM 4 THIS 48TH BDAY. I HOPE & PRAY THAT U ALL HAVE AT LEAST ONE THING THAT MAKES U SMILE 2DAY, 1 THING THAT WOULD MAKE U THINK OF SOMEONE ELSE 2DAY & 1 THING THAT GOD JUST 4 BEING GOD ALL BY HIMSELF!..........LOVE U 2 LIFE!.....BYE4NOW!.................BECKY 
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TOUCHIN BASIS!

Sep 19, 2009

HELLO EVERY 1, ITZ BEEN A VERY LONG TIME! I HAVE MISSED U ALL. AS ALWAYS U GUYS HAVE BEEN IN MY THOUGHTS & PRAYERS! I LOST MY INFO ON MY COMPUTER & OF COURSE THAT WAS DEVESTATING. I DIDN'T EVEN FEEL LIKE GETTING ANOTHA 1 BECAUSE IT WAS ON MY MIND 2 BACK EVERYTHING UP ON A FLASHDRIVE, BUT OF COURSE I KEPT 4GETTIN & PUTTIN IT OFF UNTIL IT WAS 2 LATE!

I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE STARTING ALL OVA AGAIN! SO MANY OF MY WRITINGS, STORIES, POEMS, LETTERS....AW! I DON'T EVEN WANNA THINK ABOUT IT! BUT THAT'S ENUFF 'BOUT MOI. I AM SO HAPPY. MY DAUGHTER GRADUATED THIS PAST JUNE & IS GETTING READY 4 COLLEGE!! SCHOOL HAS BEGUN & I HAVE A 6TH GRADER & A 10TH GRADER, DARE I SING IT! "ITZ DA MOST WONDAFUL TIME OF DA YEAR!

ITZ SO NICE 2 B ABLE 2 C U GUYS ONCE AGAIN! I MUST SEND A SHOUT-OUT 2 TAYNA 4 KEEPIN N TOUCH WIT ME SINCE I WAS LOST SUM WHERE IN CYBERSPACE!! I MUST SAY THAT I AM SOOO XCITED 4 HER & WANT 2 CONGRATULATE HER ON HER WEIGHT LOSS! I KNEW SHE'D B FINE CUZ THE LORD IS WIT HER! I ALSO WANNA SAY HELLO 2 CARLA & CONGRATULATE HER 2! I GOTTA SEE HOW SHE'S DOING! N E WAY, I AM DOING FINE. IT HAS BEEN 3 YRS, 9 MONTHS SINCE MY WLS! PRAISE DA LORD! I AM STILL DOING WELL.

I CURRENTLY WEIGHT 219LBS. I HAVE BEEN GOING BETWEEN 212 & 222 FOR ALMOST 2 YEARS NOW! I MA DOING GOOD & LOVING MY SELF & LIVING MY LIFE LIKE ITZ GOLDEN! I HOPE & PRAY THAT EACH OF U HAVE BEEN WELL, REACHING, &/OR APPROACHING UR GOALS. I FEEL GREAT! GOING FROM 421 TO 212-219 FEELS FANTASTIC. GOD CAN DO N E THING....CEPT FAIL! STAY NCOURAGED & I AM SO GLAD 2 C OBESITYHELP STILL FUNCTIONING & BLESSING THOSE OF US WHO SHARE THE COMMON DENOMINATOR! I DON'T KNOW WHO THW CREATORS/OWNERS R BUT I DO KNOW THIS "THE LORD IS BLESSING U & WILL CONTINUE BLESSING U FOR THE HAVEN U HAVE CREATED 4 ALL OF US WHO SO DESPERATELY NEEDED THIS SITE! 2 VENT, SEARCH, REACH-OUT & TOUCH, 2 ASK QUESTIONS & GET HONEST ANSWERS! WE R BONDED 4 LIFE & GOD HAS MANY BLESSINGS N STORE 4 U BECAUSE WHEN U SEW BOUNTIFULLY, U SHALL REAP BOUNTIFULLY!

GOD BLESS EACH & EVERY 1 OF U, MY OH FAMILY....IT'Z GOOD 2 B BACK!, LOVE , PEACE, HOPE & BLESSINGS 2 U!

BYE4NOW!
BECKY
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HE'S BEEN BETTA 2 ME THAN I'VE BEEN 2 MYSELF!

Jan 26, 2009

PRAISE THE LORD EVERYBODY!

I AM SO XCITED 2DAY, JANUARY 26, 2009! THIS IS MY 3RD BIRTHDAY! 3 YEARS AGO 2DAY I WAS BORN AGAIN 4 THE 3RD TIME! I HAVE MY BIRTHDAY, SEPT 29, 1961, MY BORN AGAIN BIRTHDAY OCT 9, 1987 AND AS MY SON PUT IT IN THE CARD HE GAVE ME, THE DAY THAT CHANGED OUR LIVES, JANUARY 26, 2006!

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S BEEN 3 YEARS SINCE I'VE HAD WLS. I JUST WANTED 2 TAKE THE TIME 2 THANK & PRAISE MY LORD & SAVIOR JESUS 4 GIVING ME THIS WONDERFUL TOOL THAT HAS NOT FAILED ME JUST AS HE HASN'T FAILED ME & HE NEVA WILL CUZ HE CAN DO ANYTHING BUT......."FAIL"! I AM GRATEFUL, HUMBLED & BLESSED. I WEIGHTED IN THIS MORNING @ 217, & FROM THE 421 THAT I STARTED OUT WITH THAT'S 207LBS GONE!

I FEEL GOOD ALL OVA! I AM JUST SO THANKFUL & I ALSO THANK GOD 4 THIS WEBSITE! IT HAS BLESSED ME FROM THE VERY BEGINNING. I ALSO THANK HIM 4 ALL MY NEW FOUND FRIENDS & FAMILY!  AND 2 THOSE WHO R JUST STARTIN' OUT...U R N 4 AN XCITING JOURNEY! PUT DA LORD 1ST, REMOVE ALL NEGATIVITY..."PEOPLE, FAMILY, FRIENDS, DA SAINTS 2!" AND MOVE 4WARD N A POSITIVE FASHION. BIG GOD BLESS U 2 EACH & EVERY 1 OF U AND REMEMBA..... "2 THINE OWNSELF B TRUE & GOD WILL SEE U THROUGH!"  HE IS GOOD 2 US & 4 US!
BYE4NOW!.........UNTIL NEXT TIME...........LOVE U 2 LIFE!............BECKY

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LEAVING 2008 BEHIND, LOOKING 4WARD TO 2009

Dec 31, 2008

PRAISE THE LORD EVERYBODY!
I DON'T KNOW 'BOUT U BUT I AM GLAD TO SEE 2008 ON IT'S WAY OUT! IT'S BEEN A MOST DIFFERCULT YEAR 4 ME, LOSING MY FAVORITE COUSIN RITA & BEST FRIEND DAPHNE! I AM NOT 1 2 COMPLAIN BY LORD, THAT WAS RUFF!!! I AM GLAD THAT I AM FEELING BETTA! I GIVE ALL THANKX 2 MY LORD & SAVIOR JESUS WHO CONTINUES 2 GIVE ME THE VICTORY AGAIN & AGAIN! I WANNA WISH EVERY 1 OF U A VERY SAFE, HAPPY, BLESSED & PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR! BE CAREFUL, RESPONSIBLE AND MINDFUL OF OTHERS & YOUR SURROUNDINGS! I PRAY THAT U ALL NJOY YOUR FAMILIES & FRIENDS. IF U R ON DA EAST COAST, BUNDLE UP CUZ IT'S SPOSED 2 BE CCCOOOLLDD! I AM GREATFUL 2 DA LORD 4 BRINGIN' ME BACK 2 THIS SITE WITH MY OH FAMILY. I LOVE U ALL AND PRAY THAT THIS IS THE YEAR THAT YOU ACCOMPLISH YOUR GOALS, REACH YOUR DESIRED WEIGHT, OBTAIN YOUR DREAMS, AND RE-CAPTURE YOUR YOUTH, GET FIT & HEALTHY, AND GIVE & RECEIVE MUCH LOVE! AND MAY THE LORD ADD A REAL GOOD UNEXPECTED BLESSING 2 EACH & EVERY 1 OF US, CAUSE WHAT i WANT 4 ME I ALSO WANT 4 OTHERS. REMEMBER NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS IN THE COMING YEAR THAT JESUS LOVES U, HE WILL NEVER LEAVE NOR 4SAKE U AND THAT HE HAS YOUR BEST INTEREST AT HEART. DREAM BIG, HOPE OPTOMISITICALLY AND BELIEVE GOD WITH ALL YOUR HEART, MIND & SPIRIT! I AM XCITED 2 SEE WHAT THIS YEAR WILL HOLD 4 ME & 4 U   .....BYE4NOW! UNTIL NEXT TIME...LOVE Y'ALL 2 LIFE!.....BECKY  
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FAMILY TIME

Dec 28, 2008

HELLO EVERY 1,
I HOPE U ALL NJOYED YOUR CHRISTMAS! I HOPE U WERE ABLE 2 EAT A LITTLE OF WHAT U WANTED & THAT NO 1 HAD "DUMPING!" I HAD A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY. I WAS SURROUNDED BY LOTS OF FAMILY & FRIENDS. THAT'S WHAT IT'S ALL ABOUT. REMEMBERING OUR LORD & SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST, THANKING HIM 4 HIS GOODNESS, KINDNESS GRACE & MERCY! AND APPRECIATING THE PEOPLE, THE FAMILY & FRIENDS HE CHOSE 2 BLESS US WITH! SOMETIMES WE 4GET, THAT THESE R THE PEOPLE GOD GAVE 2 US SO RATHER U LIKE 'EM, LOVE 'EM OR CAN'T STAND 'EM. GOD GAVE THEM 2 US 4 REASONS KNOWN 2 HIM! THEY R THE PEOPLE THAT WILL EITHER MAKE US OR BREAK US! I TRULY THANK HIM 4 THE SIBLINGS, COUSINS, UNCLES & AUNTS HE GAVE ME 'CAUSE THEY KEEP ME GROUNDED
! WE HAVE HAD SOME UPS & DOWNS BUT I THANK GOD CAUSE I AM BASICALLY A PEACEMAKER SO I HAVEN'T HAD MUCH GRIEF OVER DISAGREEMENTS! NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS "I LUV THEM PEOPLE!" AND I WOULDN'T TRADE NOT A 1 OF THEM! I HAVE DOWN LOADED SOME PIX OF ME & DA MEMBAS OF MY FAMILY! SOME OF THE PIX WILL GIVE U AN IDEA OF HOW I USED 2 LOOK & FEEL! AS I SAID I WASN'T ONE OF THE "FAT-GIRLS" WITH "THE SKINNY WOMAN" LIVIN INSIDE & DYIN 2 GET OUT! I LOVED ME & PROUD & HAPPY 2 BE ME EVEN AT MY HEAVIEST, I JUST GOT TIRED OF BEING IN PAIN! I HAD NO HEALTH CHALLENGES, JUST PAIN, SO I KNEW IT WAS TIME 2 DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! WHEN I STARTED STAYIN IN CAUSE OF PAIN...THAT WAS A NO-NO!!! I AM BACK ON MY FEET & OUT & ABOUT. THANKS TO WLS...I M OUT & ABOUT ALL DA TIME! I WANNA THANK MA LORD JESUS, THE BARIX CLINIC IN LANGHORNE PA, AND MY FAMILY, FRIENDS AND EVERY 1 ON THE OH SITE. THIS SITE IS A LIFE SAVER! HAPPY NEW YEAR! BE SAFE, RESPONSIBLE & ACCOUNTABLE. MUCH LUV 2 YA! DON'T 4GET 2 CHECK OUT MY FAMILY PIX! BYE4NOW
UNTIL NEXT TIME....LOVE U 2 LIFE!.....BECKY 
PS...I AM PRAYING 4 ALL MY OH FAMILY, THOSE WHO'VE HAD THE SURGERY SUCH AS MYSELF & MOST ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO ARE WAITING 2 HAVE IT THIS COMING YEAR! 2009 WILL TRULY B A HAPPY NEW UEAR 4 U! MAY GOD CONTINUE 2 BLESS & KEEP EACH & EVERY 1 OF U!

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MERRY CHRISTMAS 2 ALL

Dec 22, 2008

TUESDAY, DECEMBER 23, 2008

HELLO ALL,
I JUST WANTED 2 TAKE SOME TIME 2 WISH EACH & EVERY 1 OF U A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A BLESSED, SAFE HAPPY NEW YEAR! I HOPE EVERY 1 SURROUNDS THEMSELVES WITH LOTS OF FAMILY & FRIENDS AND THAT NO 1 FEELS LONELY OR LEFT ALONE! I WANT MY OH FAMILY 2 B AS HAPPY & BLESSED AS I INTEND 2 B! WE HAVE JUST A FEW HOURS LEFT AND THINGS CAN SOMETIMES GET A LITTLE HECTIC 2WARDS THE END OF THE HUSTLE & BUSTLE BUT IT'S ALL WORTH IT IN THE END! I HOPE THAT ALL THOSE WHO R STILL IN THE LOSING STAGE NJOYS THEMSELVES MODERSTELY, HAVE A LITTLE OF THIS & THAT BUT DON'T STRESS OUT OVER IT....REMEMBER U R IN CONTROL,. I HOPE THOSE OF US WHO R TAPERING OFF R MINDFUL AND ABLE 2 NJOY OURSELVES AS WELL AND THAT WE KEEP IN MIND THAT WE R STILL LIMITED IN OUR INTAKE. SO LET'S ALL NJOY WITH NO REGRETS LATER. THERE IS A WAY 2 DO EVERYTHING! MAY GOD CONTINUE 2 BLESS & KEEP EACH & EVERY 1 OF YOU, YOUR FAMILIES, FRIENDS, CHILDREN & RELATIVES! UNTIL NEXT TIME.....I LOVE U GUYS 2 LIFE.............BECKY
PS...REMEMBER, U CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS U 4 HE HAS DONE GREAT THINGS WHERE OF...WE R GLAD! GOD BLESS U
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MOI, DOWN & DEPRESSED!!??

Dec 12, 2008


FRIDAY, DECEMBER 12, 2008 9:30 PM

PRAISE DA LORD EVERYBODY,
I AM FEELING PRETTY GOOD 2DAY. THE LAST FEW DAYS I HAVE BEEN KINDA LAID BACK & IN THE HOUSE. THE LORD FINALLY REVEALED 2 ME THAT I HAD BEEN KINDA OF DOWN IN SPIRIT! THIS WAS HARD 4 ME 2 ACCEPT BCUZ THAT IS JUST NOT ME!!! I AM USUALLY DA LIFE OF DA PARTY, DA 1 WHO ENCOURAGES EVERY1 IN MY FAMILY ETC.ETC. BUT THIS TIME I HAD 2 ACCEPT IT & CRY OUT WOE IT'S ME OH LORD! 4 I AM UNDONE!!! THIS SUMMER WAS A BITTERSWEET 1. MY BROTHER CAME HOME FROM IRAQ FIRST TIME HE'S BEEN HOME IN 5YEARS! THEN WHILE HE WAS HOME MY BEST FRIEND PASSED & MY FAVORITE CUZIN PASSED! I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY TAKING CARING OF & LLOOKING IN ON MY FRIEND DAPHNE'S CHILDREN <5> AND ATTENDING 2 MY CUZIN'S <3> ADULTS THAT I HAD NOT GRIEVED MYSELF! IT IS IMPORTANT 2 DEAL WITH YOUR GRIEF BCUZ IT HAS 2 B PROCESSED 1 WAY OR ANOTHER! THE REALITY OF IT ALL HIT ME THIS WEEK. MY CUZIN RITA PASSED ON AUG 1 & DAPHNE ON AUG 3. I AM MISSING THEM LIKE CRAZEE! BUT AGAIN I SEE WHY THE LORD LED ME BACK 2 THIS SITE. & HE HAS GIVEN ME SO MANY NEW FRIENDS & FAMILY! CAN'T NOBODY DO ME LIKE JESUS! HE ALWAYS KNOWS JUST WHAT I NEED. WHEN I STOPPED THIS SITE WHILE DAPJNE WAS SICK BUT NOW I HAVE MORE TIME 2 SHARE & ENCOURAGE SOME 1 ELSE! I LOVE U ALL & I THANK GOD 4 YOU & ASK THAT U ALL KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS. NOW THAT I KNOW WHAT WAS BOTHERIING ME, ADMITTED IT, ACCEPTED IT & GIVEN IT OVER 2 THE AUTHOR & FINISHER OF MY FAITH, THINGS ARE BACK ON TRACK. WE HAVE 2 RECEIEVE & BELIEVE SOME THINGS ABOUT OURSELVES CUZ WHEN WE DON'T IT'S DANGEROUS BCUZ IT CAN BCOME DANGEROUS CUZ 4 ME 2 SAY THAT OH NOT ME, I'M NOT DEPRESSED, I'M NOT SICK ...WHATEVER, IT WILL SOON BCOME PRIDE WHICH GOES B4 DESTRUCTION & AN ARROGANT SPIRIT A FALL! I AM NOT TRYING 2 B DESTROYED NOR TUMBLE! IT'S OKAY 2 B DOWN, STRESSED & UNDER DA WEATHER, CUZ IF WE NEVER FIND OURSELVES THERE, WE WILL NEVER KNOW HIM AS "THE LORD GOD THAT HEALETH ME!" SO IT'S OKAY, WE JUST CAN'T STAY THERE! SO I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT I WUZ THERE EARLIER DIS WEEK, BUT GLORY B 2 GOD, I AM NO LONGER THERE! I THANK GOD 4 DELIVERING ME! AND I KNOW THAT WHAT HE'S DONE, HAS DONE, & IS STILL DOING 4 ME & MINE, HE CAN & WILL DO 4 YOU & YOURS! TRUSE & OBEY 4 THERE'S NO OTHER WAY 2 BE HAPPY IN JESUS THAN 2 TRUST & OBEY......UNTIL NEXT TIME FAMILY & FRIENDS I LUV U IN JESUS NAME!
BECKY

IT'S GOOD 2 BE BACK

Dec 10, 2008

Good Afternoon,
Today is Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Hello everyone. I haven't been on about 9 months but I am glad 2 be back. I have missed this site alot. Ther are so many new faces and people. I wish all of them the success that I have had. It will be 3 years for me on January 26, 2009! I can't believe it has been 3 years already. All is well. The only thing I do have is a B12 deficiency. But everything else has been great. I have nothing negative 2 say. I wll keep all of you in my prayers. This site was a Blessing for me B4, during and after my surgery. I thank GOD 4 this site & I pray that it continues 2 be a Blessing 2 those who need encouraging, uplifting, love and support. May GOD continue 2 Bless Obesity Help & it's creator & staff as well as the users. Until next time, be Blessed in JESUS' name.

Becky Hawkins Childs


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