make that 45

Oct 21, 2010

holding off on new pants, it ain't over yet.
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42 down

Sep 05, 2010

and i'm down to size 8 which are getting big on me. i've slowed the process alot, but haven't halted it nor been able to turn the tide. the ride continues to be interesting. my oldest daughter is a little freaked out, she says i have to stop. i'm too tall and have a larger bone structure so the 183lb. i saw on the scale looks like a lot less on me,  than the number indicates.
oh well. round and round we go.
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where will it end?

Aug 24, 2010

so i've lost 38 pounds now. three more and the bmi will say i'm normal weight, but i tell you, my family is telling me not to lose any more. i don't seem to have a choice. the grand total lost is now at 193 lb from my heaviest to where i am now. I've lost a grown man. and not a small one. just an update...
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still melting

Aug 03, 2010

the weight loss continue's. i've lost 29 pounds now, most of which i've tried to prevent. i guess my body knows what it's doing. at least i hope so. it's weird to be thinner than the average American woman and still be fat on the bmi scale. but i'm only 7 or 8 pounds away from normal, and the way things have been going, i'm going to see that weight if i want to or not. we'll see where the ride stops.
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the end result

May 08, 2010

i have been away from the site living life as this new person, for several years. the funny part is, i started losing weight again about 3 months ago. in two months i lost 20 pounds without knowing why. i took a peek at Gus's profile and noticed the mention of pain, which i've been experiencing off and on during this unexpecte loss. the loss settled for 3 weeks but has started again, 3 pounds this week. i'm down to 202, which i never expected. i don't get it and am not really looking to lose more but i don't know why it's happening so i guess i'll just see where the ride takes me.
i've lost 2 more pants sizes after almost 3 years of stable weight. i didn't ever think i'd be a size 10, but here i am and it's not over, i can feel it.
que sera sera

oh yeah, i forgot to mention: total weight loss to date~ 181lb.
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Progress

Oct 19, 2007

So I've had my one year check up. All is well. I've lost a grand total of 142lb. I would like to lose another 10-15lb. but I've decided not to expend alot of energy worrying about it. When I do that, I tend to get the opposite result of what I'm trying for. Instead I'm just going to keep up with my exercise and be aware of what and how much I put in my mouth, and let nature take it's course from there. If I'm supposed to lose more, I will. If not, I'll just keep tightening and reshaping what's left. 
Life is so much better now than it was a year ago. I can do pretty much what I want when I want, without feeling like it's going to kill me. I am okay after whatever the event is. I sleep like a baby most of the time and feel happy overall. 
To anyone who is considering surgery, just do it. I have no regrets at all. I've gone from a size 30 to a size 14!! What a great ride!

Why?

Oct 16, 2006

Why do our faces get so much thinner so much faster than any other part. I feel like my face has lost weight so much faster than the rest of my body, they don't match. My daughter looked at me and said, "Oh yeah, I had forgotten you have a long neck too." She has a long neck, thats why the too. My point (yes I have one.) Is that the weight loss is out of protortion (sp?). Oh well, I'll just be happy it's happening no matter how.

Hmmmm

Oct 14, 2006

Do vegaterians eat animal crackers??

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