I am in such a funk right now!

Apr 14, 2009

Man am I in a funk right now! I can't stop eatting and obsessing about food. I was doing so good and now I think about it ALL THE TIME! I ate too much today. I am glad I went to the gym, but it doesn't matter as long as I am destroying the good deeds with shit like this.

GRRR.....

Right now I am thinking about the sugar free dove chocolates waiting in my kitchen. I seriously think I can hear them calling my name. Yep, they are yelling for me. BRB....just kidding.

So, I think I will call Dr. Stickler tomorrow and beg for an early 9 month appointment and get me some support. Hope he is in town. At this rate I will gain back in no time at all.

Bring on the self hate.

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St. Albans, WV
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08/19/2008
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Jun 20, 2007
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