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I too had a weight stall. I am slowly shaking it off and coming back...

100 down! - Lets be exact here 104!! So thrilled to have reached that milestone. Stopped beating myself up for not reaching it sooner and celebrating that it is gone. I can breathe must better...

you picked the wrong fat girl to piss of today - Its ok to piss people off. I have decide that is my new truth. So many years I have been somewhat of a people pleasure. Never one to rock the boat. Well baby hold on because this b...

Ninety pounds - I have lost ninety pounds! Really think about it, thats is three 3yrs. I am taking this moment to give myself a pat on the back. Life is so much better now that I have managed to s...

Forgive me first love. the break up - I learned that there is a constant battle between the person I am evolving into and the person that I am shedding each day.Despite my intentions to move on, The fat girl has no int...

Is wondering how it will take to be skinny lol - Really i feel like I should be half way to skinny now. This is taking longer than they said in the commericals lol. This has been quite the journey. All in all I am gIad  I did it....

waterslides - I am starting to feel like my old self again. I have found a protein that doesnt make me gag. Actually there are two Nakejuice(30g of protein) ooh so yummy and EAS myoplex(42g). On...

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Wow! - I feel like i came out the other end on the rabbit hole. But the funny thing is I am learning to live in reality. I am learning its OK to not feel great all of the time. I am learn...

Moving into the home scretch! - Here we go. The two day liquid fast. I tell myself it the least i could do. I didnt have to diet like most of the other diet require. So i just ate my way to these last two days. I...

I am scared - I admit it! I said it out loud. Although it maybe a tiny whisper I am scared. I've never had surgery before with the exception of my C section and I was awake for that and I had so...

So much to do - Trying to organize pre surgery and finish graduate school is quite the hand full. I have some so much to do any the clock is ticking. Have to put together a will and a living will....

Failure Really? - I know I am going to have the surgery but I still have mixed feelings about from time to time. LIke "DO i realy need surgery to lose wieght" and then look at my wieght and remember...

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I have a date! -  May 26th is my date. I anxious feels like I am 38 weeks pregnant and only have a fews shorts weeks to get everything done. At same time I start to wonder what awaits me when I ope...

Good news sort of -  I did my usual call in for the week and to my delight i was informed that my insurance approved my surgery. Now I have to wait for a called back for date. This doctor's officef ha...

Still waiting - I thinking waiting is the hardest part of this process. I am ready to start my new life already. I feel like I am on hold. I can't plan a vacation or buy clothes. I am just waiting...

Frustration! - I am jumping through hoops to get all the test, the appointments, paperwork and visit complete. In fact I got everything finished, and turned i everything in one weeks time. Now I ...

The process - I am begining the WLS process. After years saying I would never do this.  I am have resolved that I am a food addict and need a serious intervention to save my life. I want to be h...