Yolonda

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And I still dont know what to do.  I want to have the surgery so bad but I am just too scared of the risks and side effects!! Anybody have any ideas on what I should do? I would greatly appreciate it. I have tried so many diets its not even funny!! I am just all to pieces!! Feeling a little down but I know I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me.  I want to be here for my kids and husband.  But I also want to live for me!!

As u all may know I lost a very dear friend!! Karen D. Richardson died on April 18 and her funeral will be on this Saturday at 2 pm. We were so close and I would often call her my sister. She helped motivate me through so much including my weight. Karen would always tell me to be comfortable in my own skin!!! If I was loosing weight she would help me by motivating me to keep up the good work. I suffer with depression and anxiety, so she would always find a way to keep me laughing!! I will miss her so much but I will not sit around with a frown on my face. Karen would want me to be happy and go on with my life. Friends keep me and her family in your prayers. And I thank those who are praying for me and writing inspirational messages on my profile.  Thanks again and may God bless u all!!!  

Just a few minutes ago I found out that my bestfriend was found dead in her house!!! I am so sad and I am loosing it. Why did she have to die!!! What about her children? Her sister? She was the only one who could help me because alot of the stuff I was dealing with she had already or was dealing with. I am so sad right now.  Even though I know she is not suffering anymore and she is in a better place but heart is just crushed. If u are a true friend to me on this site I need some encouraging words.  Now I have to fight with my weight alone!! Rest in peace Karen Richardson and I love u dearly!!  U will be missed dearly my friend!!!

I have to admit it is hard losing weight without surgery!!!  I have started working out and man I am sore from not doing this in so long. I have reconsidered about the surgery and I am learning more about it. If any of my friends have had RNY please let me know and leave me some messages. Thanks.

I appreciate all the inspirational messages and it shows me I have a lot of caring friends on this website!! I will continue to think about this!! In a strange way I do want to have the surgery and I know I will benefit from it. My God is a good God and he will carry me through this difficult time. Continue to send me positive messages (no negative please). Love u all and God bless u all.

Feeling a little down!!!! I know why! I need to have some sort of surgery but I am just too scared of the dangerous things that could go wrong!! What is wrong with me? I must be really crazy!! That I am.  I just started working out and I suppose to be cutting back but I cant even do that right!!! I need some encoragement really bad. Friends of mine on here please sent me some inspirational messages!! I need them badly.

Well guess what? I do not want to have the surgery!! At first I was hyped and everything but u know what I have changed my mind. I am just too nervous and scared. Plus the complications are just too high!!! So Im going to try something else. My friends dont be mad at me but this surgery thing is not for everyone. I know one thing i will not be going back to Weight Watchers!!! Im choosing Medifast or Nutrisystem. Later!!!!!

Today I have made up in my mind that I do want to have the RNY!!! All I have to do is wait until the tax money gets here and make a payment on my plan. Then go thru with the first process. Im excited and scared at the same time but its time for me to take care of me. God is sooooooo good and he will help me thru this process.