I won't hide anymore...

Apr 20, 2009

I never remember hiding but when I think back I don't know where I was. Looking at my before pictures brought me to this realization. Now, I remember not doing this or that, hiding from the camera or behind people when the camera was around. I remember not going swimming or wearing shorts because of my weight. But, I don't really remember hiding. It's definately not the same thing. By hiding, I realize that I lost myself and years of my life. I can't say that I was really living all these years that I've been overweight. Now that I'm 60 lbs lighter, I'm definately more social and have been getting out more. Not to say that I'm no longer overweight but I'm no longer morbidly obese. I guess in my head, I never thought of myself as 'big' as I was but I guess subconsciously, I knew I was. Otherwise, I wouldn't be saying I was lost all these years.
Anyhow, for anyone that is reading this, and not sure about whether or not WLS is right for them, I hope this helps. Regrets? I have no regrets at all. Wait, yes I do. I regret not having it SOONER!

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San Antonio, TX
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RNY
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10/27/2008
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Aug 22, 2008
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