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In june of 06, I found out I had tremendously high blood pressure. After a few tests, I found out the left side of my heart wasn't working well and the right side has been working harder. I later found out that I was diabetic. At 336 lbs, it was suggested by my doctor to do bypass surgery.
Well, today is the day. I am sitting at home waiting for my huband to come home from work to take me to san diego for my pre op appointment at 1:30. I just can't describe all the feelings and emotions that are running throughout my body and mind. When I took my kids to school this morning, I didn't want to let them go. I just kept hugging them. I know it will be even worst when I say goodbye to my mom in a few hours. I hope I have everything I need. I hope I have done everything that needs to be done. I hope.
Tomorrow is it. tomorrow is it. tomorrow is it. It just doesn't seem real. A dream come true. To start over and do it right this time.