Sad , confused and lonely!

Oct 05, 2010

I am down 95 lbs as of today and that should make me happy right? Well I am just sad I feel good physically but I am a mess emotionally. I want things to work like i have always planned they would but sad to say they are not. I only ever wanted to love someone unconditionally and have them love me back the same. I know that to me to love some in that way would be to sacrifice myself for them and I have done that. Why cant it be the same the other way around?? Maybe i am wanting something that only happens in dreams , maybe I am setting my stanards too high but i guess it is nice to dream! Well enough for tonight I have to work in the morning and i am already sick feeling as it is!

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Oregon, OH
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32.1
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RNY
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05/24/2010
Surgery Date
Jun 08, 2010
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