Surgical consult TOMORROW!

Jul 05, 2010

I just can't believe it's actually happening...that I am thisclose to being able to have this surgery!

I am a little apprehensive, however. It's not failure that I'm real worried about (of course, it is in the back of my mind), it's complications and such. I keep telling myself that I would not have gotten this far if it was not meant to be. Just keep thinking positive...happy thoughts, happy thoughts.

I think I may have gained a little bit this month  I hope that Dr. White is not a scolder --- my OB-GYN is, and when she was scolding me after diagnosing me with insulin resistance in March of 2009, for some reason, I just couldn't appreciate the lecture that I was receiving from this cute, little (like 5'4", 110 lbs.) blond about what obesity could do to me and that if I didn't start losing soon, I was gonna have diabetes before I knew it. I guess I was in denial at that point in my life...and I have never been one to take criticism too well anyway. Especially not in that particular situation. When this surgery is over and I am feeling real high on life (don't know when that happens-can't wait for it though ), I'm going to make an appointment to see her just so I can watch her jaw drop. LOL! That's a good mini-goal to work toward, I think.

So, I will TRY to blog tomorrow night after everything is settled down here and update about my surgery date and any other exciting news I find out. Until then my darlings...

Good Night ~

Deanne   

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