bigsteve2010
First Appointment!!
May 30, 2010
Ok so i finally got my first appointment with Dr. Antone in Omaha. It is scheduled for Tues. June 8th. I cant wait to officially start my WLS journey....At this point im having a lot of doubts and am apprehensive all mixed in with anxiety, I am kinda torn by this fear of the unknown and this feeling of "hurry up and get this done already" ....Fear of the unknown, thats kinda funny because its the "KNOWN" that im loathing and so badly wanting to change. I guess im at the point in my life to where i'd rather die on the table than live the rest of my days (however long that would be) like this. I have daydreams of being able to fit into the clothes i see on other people, and in the few places I dare grace with my presence...Is that weird? This is the beginning of a journey to normalcy....to blending in and not standing out unless I want to stand out.
