Bolzmed

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I am not sure who I am anymore. Don't get me wrong, I love the fact that I have lost so much weight. Yesterday I weighed 242 which is great, I have lost almost 100 pounds from the surgery and since July 2006 I have lost 150 pounds. But I have always been the fat girl I am getting to the point that is not who I am anymore. I will soon be wearing a size 18 which is smaller than I have been since I was in 10th grade. I am so much able to things that have been hard for me to do over the past few years. I feel so strange going to a store to buy clothes I am still trying just to buy stuff without trying things on and grabbing a size 28 or 30 and now I know that I have to try things on. I am learning to adjust but I can see it will take me awhile to do.