bornleader79
I dont know shyt!
Feb 19, 2011
Im feeling pretty low right now.......Ok so this is whats up with me right now. My grandmother and I were talking about the surgery I choose.For some reason she thought I chose the Lapband because she thought I would get the most safe option.Well I told her I was really geeked about getting the DS and proceeded to tell her about the perks of having it. Well than she asked me to describe the procedure and my face basically went
<<< yeah like that. I couldnt describe it at all...all I know is a duodenum..thats it! This is my response to my grandmother " Oh its like an rny but you keep a pyloric(Im not even sure if I pronounced it right...lol) and your food doesnt get stuck ...you dont dump...and I wouldnt absorb a steak 100% like I do now....basically this was her face
.I know if someone told me that...I would be " what the fukk are you talking about?".I feel I should know more..I dont know if the ADD is kicking in ..I go on DS facts.com...I really dont soak it in..Its almost like I dont take this surgery for face value..like its not as serious as it really is! ya know(Which is totally not true).Does it change my mind about having this surgery? Absolutely not...you know why? Its all I think about everyday! I thought about all of the four major wls procedures and this is the only one that doesnt give me that sick feeling in the bottom of my stomach....my anxiety doesnt flare up thinking about it...I dont feel like it would be a mistake. I guess it started to bother me when I read something Ms. Cal culator posted...That if you cant describe the procedure(something to that effect)..than WLS isnt for you?...I couldnt describe a c-section but hell I had to have it...lol..I knew what she meant though!..I basically get my info from OH DS post ops...thier experiences...thier questions...hell even the "Surgical Wars" are the most informative info on DS that I can possibly get!...Reading medical journals and such bore the fukk outta of me...(its the ADD in me)...Uggghhh Gnite
