trying to stay possitive

Feb 09, 2010

I went to the doctor yesterday for my phych, dietary, exercise etc. appointment.  My dietician put me on a plan to loose 12 lbs in 3 weeks...I'm terrified to fail at this bc if I do I  won't make my March 12th surgery date that I want SOOOOO badly! All kinds of nerves are starting to creep in. I feel like I'm hyper-sensative to other peoples opinions and words. However, I absolutely do not in anyway feel supported by one of my roommates. She said "well thats not fair, youre gonna be skinny then" like this was super easy and no big deal at all. They've recently been VERY judgemental about my "boyfriend" and whatever our relationship is. I'm not sure I want to live with them anymore. I am considering moving out and living with my friend J. When I told her about my surgery she took off work to be with me when I got home. That is the kind of support I need, not just in this journey but in life in general. SO many things are changing and I just find myself really overwhelmed and not sure how to handle everything. 

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