Day 29

Feb 23, 2010

I hate my job.  I hate going to work everyday for the people that I work for.  If you tell them you are over worked and need help they ignore you, they critique everything you say and do.  My one boss calls me inapropriate names and makes horrific comments.  I finally had to report him, but he does own the company and it just made him more of a jerk.  The reason that I stay is that I need to be able to keep my insurance until I graduate in 4 months which is about when I will have the surgery.  That little piece of paper makes a huge income difference and make me much more employable.  Plus I have 2 weeks paid vacation saved up for when I do have the surgery so I won't be without a check.  I keep trying to look on the brght side of things, but it is imposible when your boss tells everyone you have a 1-800 direct line to party.  Seriously, I've gained 50lbs in the past 1.5yrs because I stay at home with my son everynight.  I haven't had a date since I was pregnant and my son is now 2yrs old.  After a lifetime of abuse I am really tired on the crap that people dish out.  When you call him on it he replies "that's the way God made me so get over it and deal with it".  Last time I checked, Jesus didn't go around calling females by names that can not be written on a public blog.  I really want to get up and quit, but then I keep thinking its only a few more months and then I can tell them to take the job and you know what.  In the meantime I am going to continue praying that I do not lose my cool and tell them what I actually think about them.  When I get really upset I tend to eat more, I really am trying not to fall into that bad habbit right now.

Well back to work.  I had to take a moment to let off some steam.

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