liquid diet begins

Jul 05, 2010

Today is the 1st day of my liquid diet.  Technically I don't have to begin until the 12th, but I want to get all of my uneasiness out of the way now.  If I am going to screw up I want to do it now and not later.  I did eat a lot of food this past weekend.  I actually gained 4lbs, the 1st time I've gained in forever.  I figure it was time to say goodbye to food.  It was the weekend and a holiday.  I went and bought junk food, cakes, cookies, twizzlers, ect. I ate a hamburger, macaroni salad, and drank 3 dark beers.  I know I shouldn't have done it and I actually feel absolutely horrible.  I want to be prepared.  Surgery is in 21 days and I am starting to get a little nervous, but I also have this weird calmness about it as well.  It is really going to happen.  I am excited and ready.  I am kind of hungry right now, but there is sf jello cooling in the refrigerator and sf popcicles in the freezer.  It's not been too bad so far. 

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