It's been forever.

I just turned 21. I have an amazing boyfriend who has been with me for almost 6 months and we're completely in love. I'm about 180 on a good day. Still going to the gym 6-7 days a week but my diet sucks :(

I'm in a great place in my life and I am so happy.

Everything in my life has changed so much since my last update in August.  I met a guy names Jake in November and we were hooking up in December until I left for Hawaii in January. When I came back we got together once but it ended badly because we didn't want the same things but in May we reconnected and hooked up twice and for now we are just friends but it definitely has changed my life for the better.  I finished up my sophomore year and am moving to main campus in August! I also passed my PRAXIS exam and am now officially an Elementary Education major :) I'm maintaining my weight at 190 but I really would like to be in the 180s or lower by the time summer is over and I'm the Big (or little ;)) Girl on Campus!  I love my friends and everything is going great! I had to get my appendix out over Easter weekend and one of the sugeons from my Bypass group came and did it for me but other than that, no complications from surgery!

I love my life :D

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Casey

wow.

it is such an unreal feeling to finally be 197lbs. I don't even believe it and sometimes I still see the 242 pound girl. But I know that I look different and I can wear smaller sizes and I can do so much more. I haven't been 197lbs since at least maybe 7th or 8th grade. Its crazy! Like THAT IS HOW MUCH I WEIGH?? ONE hunderd and ninety seven?? I cannot WAIT to go to the doctor!

But, on that note, my band is definitely deeeeeefinitely too tight. I have reflux and heartburn and I'm throwing up a lot, like everyday. I am hardly able to choke down water. No fear, OH, my appt. is on Thursday and I am definitely going to let my Dr. know that I need help, because I've been in some pain.

I'm on vacation this week though!! That means I can give you my plans for the rest of the time until schooly starts :)

Today- Gym, shopping, make hair appt. , maybe pool!
Tuesday- Gym, probably more shopping :) and pool!
Wednesday- Gym, pool!
Thursday- Doctor! yay! then babysitting from 9-3
Friday- Gym, Get bloodwork, get hair done, hopefully will see The Final Destination movie!
Saturday- Gym, BBQ at greggy's house
Sunday- Gym, hopefully going to Arcadia with Ash to see her apt. and help move in!
Monday- Gym, get books, get parking pass, get everything ready! (might have to switch with Wednesday if I go to Arcadia cause I'll prob just stay there)
Tuesday- First Day of School!!!!

English - 9:30 to 10:45
Spanish - 11 to 12:15 (where I will see my crush, ugh, who is back with his ex, and I am SO over it)
Social Deviance - 1:15 to 4

Wednesday - Second Day!
Psychology - 9:30 to 10:45
Physical Science - 3:00 - 4:15

I can't wait for school!

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Casey

i weighed in at 200.0 lbs today! I'm so excited and it is almost unreal!

I know that my scale and my doctor's scale are about 3 lbs off, though but even still I weighed 211.8 a month ago and I'll take 203 anyday!! I know that I DEFINITELY cannot weigh more than 211.8 when I go in there next week.

I was supposed to go to my Nurse Practitioner tomorrow but I couldn't get off of work, so I am going September 11th, which is good and bad. I want to know how much I weigh and my measurements! the last time I was there, I was 222.5! and that was April, so I'm itching to see what my measurements are now!! Oh well, that just means that I will be skinnier in September!

I'm almost done working for 5 months! Next week is my last week at work, then I have a 8 day vacation, and its back to school, which I am pretty excited about! In boy news, I'm basically over Cody. He is still my friend, but I have just come to the conclusion that it isn't going to happen and I'd rather investmy time in finding someone who likes me rather than making someone like me. I'm too cute for him, anyway! hahaha

So, thats about it! I'll let everyone know how my dr. appts go!

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Casey