Butterflies

Mar 27, 2010

I really have butterflies today, in a good way.  I'm getting excited. The therapist said I need to spend a lot of time 'picturing' myself thin. Its been so long I have trouble with this. I know I'll look different than the last time I was thin, 10 years ago and since a twin pregnancy with 14 lbs of baby and a singleton weighing 10.5 lbs. The stomach is SHOT. lol.

Pre Op diet is going really well. Its is soooo difficult to not eat, even when I'm not hungry. I just have habits of snacking and craving chocolate. I'm really surprised that doing low carb I'm not craving as bad, of course its still early and I doubt this will continue through the five days of clear liquids that I'll be doing next week.

My few friends and family members that know about the impeding surgery are starting to get noticeably nervous. Dad had me email him the websites for the doctor and hospital in Mexico. I had no problem doing that since I have not been able to find a SINGLE bad word about either. I'm really happy about my doctor choice. Another friend made me promise that if it was shady when I got there, I would back out and just lose the money instead of going through it. I'm just breathing and trying to stay calm.

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