Me this week...

Jan 10, 2010

I read a post about a girl who has ended up with an eating disorder since surgery. She barely eats or drinks her shakes and she exercises all the time. I had that issue a long time ago and wish I could get it back! I know that sounds stupid but I need to feel that drive again! I want to lose the weight faster and for good! With that said, I am taking better care of me now. This is a good thing I think... I feel bad for spending so much money on supplements, protein and syrups for my drinks but I am finally almost getting in all the stuff I need!

However,my daughter and husband don't seem to eat that well and I feel horrible about that. But it isn't that they want to eat better. Kayley, my daughter would rather eat macaroni and cheese, a pop-tart, pbj, or cereal than a meal. And I am not sure exactly what my husband expects for dinner. This hasn't changed since before surgery so I don't know why I feel so bad!!!

I also purchased a workout DVD from Jillian Michael's...30 day Shred...and in the first 3 minutes I learned just how out of shape I am and went back to the store for another "beginner" workout DVD. I haven't tried the new ones yet but trust me I'll keep you posted. I intend on buying a gym membership this week, I am just afraid I won't use it. I don't have a lot of time in my crazy day for anything except for my family and work!!! 

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