Husband/Food/Clothes Issues...

Jan 30, 2010

I am afraid to try on new clothes now and be disappointed in the size I am in. I hate that all my clothes are too big but I would rather deal with them being too big than deal with the disappointment of not fitting into a smaller size! Everyone keeps saying I need to get clothes that fit me but I just can't bring myself to try on clothes.

But what I am really afraid of is eating! I hate watching the little pie graph show that I am eating a lot of carbs. They are all from beans and things like that but it really bothers me to see that stupid graph! I wish I could turn it off!!! So I am basically living on my protein shakes and water. I prefer it this way but I know it's wrong. I am going to see the nut in about 2 weeks so I guess we will talk then. Me not eating is causing issues with my husband because I am not hungry so I don't feel like eating and I'll cook for him but it is nothing big. For him a meal is meat, potatoes, veggie and some kind of fresh bread. BUT he doesn't like anything, nothing I make is good and I get tired of cooking and him complaining! We are really starting to have a lot of difficulties lately. He wants to do "stuff" and I am just not interest at all!

Good news is I have lost like 3.5# this past week! WOO HOO!

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