Feeling much better...hate the scale though!

Feb 13, 2010

I did a lot of shopping this past week and bought clothes that actually fit me. I did too much shopping,something my psych calls a manic episode, which is bad but I will deal with my stupidity later. For now I just want to say that I am so excited to get dressed now! I even got a new pair of shoes...so cute!! I was able to buy clothes at Old Navy, and they look nice! WOO HOO!

I am still fighting with the scale, I desperately want to get to onderland and I feel like I am never going to get there. Earlier this week I told myself I just give up, I will never be to goal because I am a giant failure. Then I was thinking about it....what exactly was I thinking I was going to give up, what was so much work that I was discouraged and thought it would make me feel better to quit? I am not hungry for anything so I am not giving up food, and I hate working out but it makes me feel good so why would I give that up. Then I just decided that the scale sucks and I am feeling pretty good, so I will just focus on how I am feeling and doing the right things, making the right choices everyday. I will not let the scale ruin my good attitude! Friends on here have been telling me this for a while now and it just now clicked...I am a little dense! haha!!

Finally, the hubby issues are resolving themselves. He has all of a sudden decided to eat right and to exercise and we are driving separate so I can leave when I am done and he can keep doing his thing. But we are both so competitive we seem to want to out do each other at the gym, which is a good thing because it keeps me motivated. The people at the gym are already getting to know me, I love that! I like feeling like people care that I make it in!!! 

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