4 months out!

Feb 20, 2010

Tomorrow I will be 4 months out from surgery and I feel like everyday is a new journey. I am still "getting to know" my new pouch and insides. My pouch and I aren't getting along so well lately but I'm sure it will get better. I read that I should take a laxative before bed...LMAO...only if I don't want to sleep at night!!! My insides get crampy and grumble at me. Somethings cause me serious issues, but I can't pin point what they are yet. I can eat things that most can't and can't eat things most can...confusing and BAD! I can tolerate sugar which is not good! I wish I would have never discovered that. I have noticed my sweet tooth creeping back in but I am taking control. I bought some Special K bars for my night time snack if I feel like I need one, but do not intend on eating one everyday.

I am averaging about 13.5# lost a month since surgery and feel like that isn't enough. I am afraid to go to the doctor next week because I am afraid they will say I am not doing good enough. I also hate the scale there because it always says I weigh more than what my scale says! I hate that stupid scale! 

I have really pumped up my workouts and am getting in at least 30 minutes of cardio a day and some days more. I am trying to make working out my transfer addiction!!  I think I can, I think I can! LOL!!! I want to*have to* make this my lifestyle. I really hate working out but I love how it makes me feel so I keep going to the gym and doing it.

I finally went out and bought some new clothes that fit me and I feel great wearing them! I really needed them. I fell down the stairs at work because I tripped on my super huge pants...lol! That was it I had to go shopping!! Yea me!!! My biggest regret is not having before pictures I would love to compare then and now pictures...

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