Divorced feel like trash

May 25, 2011

My divorce was final on 5/17/11 after 9 yrs of marriage he wanted out. I am stuck feeling like trash, like nasty, disgusting, unwanted trash. He threw us out on a Saturday night and said that it was because he couldn't trust me with money and that I owed him so much money I could never pay it back and he resented me for putting him in that postion. Granted we weren't happy but it still hurts and he threw us out like trash, kicked us right to the curb and immediately moved on with his life and friends. And here I am a giant ugly blob that no one will ever want again. Yes it may sound like I am feeling sorry for myself but this is my blog and this is how I feel right now. And it is a horrible place to be. Not even counseling is helping this mess I am in. 

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