deerainer1
SORRY SO LONG
Jan 31, 2010
EVEN THROUGH I READ EVERYDAY I TEND NOT TO WRITE. SORRY MY BAD. WELL LETS SAY THINGS ARE GOING FROM BAD TO BETTER. SPENT CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEARS IN HOSPITAL DUE TO LOW BLOOD, CAN WE SAY TRANFUSION AGAIN, YES THIS IS MY SECOND ONE. BUT I WOULD NOT CHANGE A THING. I REALIZE THAT THIS IS MY NEW LIFE. I HAVE TO TAKE THE GOOD WITH THE BAD AND KEEP GOING. GOD IS GOOD AND HE WILL NEVER PUT MORE ON YOU THAT YOU CAN BARE. WELL LETS SEE, I AM DOWN TO 151 OR MAYBE LESS LAST TIME I GOT ON THE SCALE. NEVER WOULD I HAVE THOUGHT I WOULD WEIGH THIS MUCH. EVERYONE TELL ME I NEED TO PUT ON A POUND OR TWO EVEN MY BOYFRIEND BUT ITS NOT THEIR LIFE, ITS MINE. I LIKE ME , I HAVE STRUGGLED WITH WEIGHT FOR A LONG TIME, AND GOD HAS GIVEN ME ANOTHER CHANCE TO GET THIS THING RIGHT.
I THINK ONCE YOU MAKE THE CONNECTION YOU NEED TO SHARE IT WITH OTHERS, SO THAT WHAT I AM DOING NOW, HELPING OTHERS THAT MAY BE WHERE IS WAS AND SHOWING THEM WEIGHT IS NOT THE PROBLEM, ITS A SYMPTOM OF A PROBLEM, UNTIL YOU FIGURE OUT WHAT THE PROBLEM IS YOU CANT SOLVE IT NOW MATTER WHAT YOU TRY.
I WANT PEOPLE TO EXPERIENCE WHAT I HAVE AND LEARN TO ENJOY LIFE AGAIN, IT FEELS SO GOOD NOT TO SHOP AT THE PLUS SIZE STORE ANYMORE. GOODWILL HAS BECOME MY GOOD FRIEND. I AM DOWN TO A 7/8 DEPENDING ON ITEM, GOT INTO A SIZE 6 A TIME OR TOO. WHAT CAN I SAY NEVER NEVER NEVER A SIZE SIX.
BUT ON THE REAL, ITS NOT ABOUT THE SIZE, IT ABOUT HEALTH OUT THERE. I AM ABLE TO DO THINGS I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO IN A LONG TIME, AND THE SEX LETS SAY I LEARNED A FEW NEW TRICKS. MY ONLY DOWNFALL IS THE EXTRA SKIN BUT I RATHER HAVE THAT THEN THE WEIGHT I HAD BEFORE. BREAST WILL THATS ANOTHER STORY, I AM A SIZE 32 B/C FROM A 42D SO THEY LEFT IMPLANTS I AM THINKING.
LIFE IS GOOD 20 MONTHS OUT JUST TAKING THINGS ONE DAY AT A TIME, ROLLING WITH THE PUNCHES THEY SAY.
UNTIL NEXT POST, PROMISE TO DO BETTER.
