12-31-09

Dec 31, 2009

This is the last day of the year and I can't help but think about the fact that I am in the same place today as I was this time last year.  I have struggled this entire year with gaining and losing the same 20 pounds over and over and I'll say it again... I AM RIGHT BACK IN THE EXACT SAME PLACE I WAS LAST YEAR!  But you know what??? Atleast I'm not where I was in February 08 (the day of my surgery).  Atleast I'm not there.  

My fear is that I will be there again oneday.  I go to bed every night and wake up every morning with "weight" on my brain.  Will I die thinking about how much I weigh?

How do I stop allowing this "weight" to take up so much space in my head?  

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