Today was a difficult day!

Mar 24, 2010

So, I went to work today, with the intentions of working my booty off to get some work done.  I was in a great mood.  Until...my boss came in with some disturbing news to me and then my day went to crap.  Oh well..such is life, I suppose.  However, I can't let that get to me or get me down.  I work with a wonderful group of ladies who are so uplifting and so funny and who make me love going to work.  I have a wonderful husband and son to come home to and I'm blessed beyond imagination.  I did leave work crying today, but, I guess I needed to get it out of my system and not hold it in.  I felt like such an idiot, crying over a bunch of b.s. I guess I just have to pray about it and put it in God's hands...which is so hard for me to do, but I will try my best.  I do think that my boss is on my side though, and for that I am very grateful.   Ok, ok, enough about this "wretched" day, a word Becky uses quite often.. ha ha..and I love it! lol

So, yes, I started my sentence again with the word "so"..lol...Beginning tonite at midnight, I am not allowed to have anything to eat or drink.  I am going in to have my consultation with my dietician, surgeon and Ronda, the office manager.  I talked to Ronda today and she said, not to have a drink of water....so, I'm really excited! I'm not sure how soon I will have my surgery, but how exciting that I get to find out tomorrow!  I guess the dietician's going to go over alot of things with me and the surgeon is going to talk to me about the surgery, duh! lol...I'm so excited that my hubby will be right by my side.  He's sooooo supportive....he really is...I really am so blessed.  Although at times he gets on my nerves, I am blessed because he stands beside me no matter what.  I guess tomorrow they are going to run alot of tests, but I'm not really sure what to expect or what they are truly going to do, we'll see.  I haven't told my family that I am following through with the surgery, because I feel its just not the right time just yet, in time, I will give them all the information they want, I just feel like this is a truly personal decision on my part between my husband and myself and for my health. 

Tomorrow I will go in to work at about 7:30 I think and then I'll go to the dr around 8:45, I have to be there at 9:00, can't be late! They said it would take all day, but depending on what time I will be done, I may go back to work, we'll see.  Anyway, I just wanted to blog my feelings for today and for my thoughts on tomorrow.  I'm super excited and I'm ready to begin this wonderful journey that God has blessed me with.  I thank God for a wonderful Dietician, Surgeon, Husband, and Son! Until tomorrow, have a wonderful night.  I'm thinking that tomorrow may be a better day for me!

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