dscottfl
1 week to go
Feb 27, 2008
Oh my gosh, I feel a bit overwhelmed and to be honest, I think I am grieving for food a little - already!. Finding it very hard to stay on the liquid diet and my mind is telling me that I am never going to eat again so you need to eat everything NOW!
Doesn't help that my apetite has picked up since the no smoking thing as well. That is really giving me grief. If its not nailed down, I am eating it! Feel like a bit of a failure as I cannot even stay on the liquid diet!
Trying to stay busy for the next few days, that will help to settle me a little.
Nurse said that she would give me a sedative - YAY like the nurse!
Doesn't help that my apetite has picked up since the no smoking thing as well. That is really giving me grief. If its not nailed down, I am eating it! Feel like a bit of a failure as I cannot even stay on the liquid diet!
Trying to stay busy for the next few days, that will help to settle me a little.
Nurse said that she would give me a sedative - YAY like the nurse!
3 weeks to go
Feb 17, 2008
I am really starting to get nervous now but I have already made huge changes to my life. I have given up smoking after 10 years. Wasn't an easy thing to do. I took the Zyban tablets and they have been fairly good.
I have also started drinking protein shakes and lots of water. Carrying a water bottle around with me to get me used to this. Little things.
I have made some really good friends on here and that has reallly helped.
As for the sister .............. I told her to get lost after xmas and I am totally ok with it. Funny thing was after I posted in Oct she started to put on some weight ... in a hurry too. Ahhh sweet justice.
