Hiding the scale and other ramblings

Feb 18, 2011

There is no way possible that I can weigh myself more than once a week like the NUT said.  I am getting compulsive and it has become part of my daily ritual to weigh right when I get up.  Not liking the numbers because I know there is no way that I can gain and lose 6 pounds in just a day.  So I asked my fiance to hide the darn thing.  I am not gonna weight for 2 weeks.  I do have the WiiFit Plus.  If I want to check my weight, then i have to be willing to exercise as well.  But I did just find out that you can skip the body fit test (which is what gives your BMI and weight).

I have been having a hard time getting back in the swing of working again.  I feel like I just got plain LAZY while I was out for those 5 weeks.  I know that is not the case, but I can't help feeling that maybe I should have done more.  Can't go back and change anything now though and there is no use crying over spilled milk. 

Been having a hard time getting in my fluids.  Just dont like the taste of anything.  I have been eating quite a few SF popsicles the last couple of days.  Am thinking that I am gonna take a bunch with me to work this weekend as well.  Just in case I get tired of drinking, then I can suck away on em.  Protein has been okay, but not my usual.  Still getting 60-70g in.  I really need to order the Nectar which I loved the flavors of.  The Beneprotein is not that bad.  I have only tried it mixed in my low sugar oatmeal.  So I think that I will try that again tomorrow for breakfast.  I have been eating 1 egg (over-easy) w/ shredded cheese and 4oz of dannon L&F yogurt nearly everyday since I was put on pureeds.  Time to spice things up.  I figured if I alternate between that and the oatmeal (which gives me more protein and less fat) then my body will not get so used to the same old thing.  Normally I would just skip breakfast, so breakfast foods are not my cup of tea.

Monday I start my full personal trainer sessions.  I admit that I am not looking forward to doing it right after I get off from working the graveyard shift the night before.  But I need to set up some sort of routine.  If I do not exercise before going to bed on MONDAY, then chances are that I will not exercise when I wake up Monday and then I seem to spiral out of control (no exercise so far this week).  It was suggested that I go M-W-F.  So i am gonna try 3 days a week for a month and see how it goes.  If I like it, then I will take my tax refund and buy more sessions up front.  I feel that I need the extra push right now. 

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