Dont Judge me!

Nov 21, 2012

Ok well first of all, my daughter is in the black friday target ad that comes out today! Shes the baby laying under the playmat. Its like page 26 or something.

Back to Turkey day..

I think im going to go crazy with the calories today and i already feel guilty.  Im having all of these food funerals. I have to say goodbye after this year to the pig outs and the holiday foods that i love, so im just going to let myself have these last big meals.  I know that i shouldnt do this and that my Dr would say that i need to start acting like ive already had the surgery so i can get into my routine, but its so hard! You've all been where i am, so you should understand. I havent been told that i need to lose weight before surgery, maybe that was a big mistake for me Drs. Id do anything to have surgery, so if they would've told me to lose weight i would. Dont judge me! Giving up all these goodies is going to be hard enough, cant i enjoy these last couple big meals??

Who am I kidding, im judging myself.

Happy Turkey Day!!

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