August, 2012

Aug 30, 2012

Well, as of this Saturday, I will be 5 months into my 6 month supervised diet and exercise program as required by my insurance.  I am getting anxious - excited, too!  I am so ready to feel better about myself and to regain my confidence.  I so want to be intimate with my husband.  Also, I want to not be ashamed to see my friends and family.  No matter how much I try, nothing is working. 

Since moving to NC in February of this year, I have avoided seeing anyone I know at all costs because of the weight.  I want to run a 5K and be active.  Hopefully, I'll start feeling like there is a light at the end of the tunnel soon.  Next month, I hope to get scheduled for my psychological. 

I know its coming.  And, it will be here before I know it.  But, I'm getting impatient.

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