Back to being important ME!!!

Jan 16, 2012

   I am deciding to put me back on track and say "I" am important and being "ME" is even more important!!!!! No more putting myself on the back burner for others feelings and care. I run myself crazy and take care of others YES it is my natural tendency. I must correct this and make ME as important as others; 10-15 pounds up depending on which scale I use lately. I will stop this !!!
      I have put myself last to others needs for most of my life and gave willingly to my kids and family. Today I have done more thinking and realize even though the boyfriend may not realize this he has put me into the backseat as I care for him and he wants first most times. I do not like to talk mean or argue , nor to make someone feel bad. Stuffing the feelings has lead ME to take the back seat without realizing this myself until recently. I need to get back in drivers seat even if I leave the boyfriend and others behind.
     Once more the ME list in mind- Music dancing, kayaking, zip-lining, scuba in the big old sea., swimming  with the Manatees and climbing Stone MNT again ( yes I did do some of these, but why not do them again ?!!!) Cooking for myself and enjoying my food in a healthy way. Yippee for MEEEEE!!!!!!!! WEEEEEEEE!!
       
          ! i do this so much better than the pig on TV..;)

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